PLEASE NOTE: DUE TO ADDITIONAL CIRCUMSTANCES, I HAVE ADDED 2 MORE POSTS SINCE THIS ONE.
IT IS MY STRONGEST HOPES THAT, WITH THE COMPILING OF THIS BLOG, OTHERS IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA WILL BE PREVENTED FROM SUFFERING A SIMILAR FATE AS I HAVE. MY TRUE DISEASE IS KILLING ME NOW. SO, THERE'S NOTHING I FEAR
ANYMORE. IT IS NOW INTO THE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE READ THIS SINCE I BEGAN IN EARLY 2010 - PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD.
TO RECEIVE THE EFFECTIVENESS OF THIS BLOG, ONE NEEDS TO GO TO THE VERY FIRST ENTRY BACK AT THE BEGINNING OF 2010 AND READ IN ORDER FROM THERE UP TO THIS CURRENT POSTING AFTER FIRST READING IT. ADDITIONALLY, IT IS MOST ADVANTAGEOUS FOR THE READER TO LOOK UP THE SPECIFIC LISTED DOCTORS ON DRSCORECARD, AND TO READ EACH ONE. THEY ARE ALL OHIO DOCTORS.NUMEROUS OTHER MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS ARE INVOLVED. HOWEVER, TO ACCOUNT FOR EVERY INSTSANCE OF ABUSE I'VE RECEIVED FOR OVER 2 DECADES, IT WOULD NOT ONLY BE REPETITIVE BUT CONSIDERABLY LONGER THAN THESE 23 POSTS.
THE FACT THAT THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN IN ON THIS WAS REVEALED TO ME JUST LAST SUMMER OF 2011. I HAD STRONGLY SUSPECTED THIS PRIOR TO THEN, BUT WAS NEVER TOLD UNTIL THIS TIME. AS A RESULT, THE TRUE TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE I HAVE IS FAHR'S DISEASE - MEDICAL TERM IS FAMILIAL IDIOPATHIC BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION. I WAS INFORMED I WAS USED AS A MEDICAL TEST SUBJECT. I DON'T KNOW WHY, AND I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO KNOWLEDGE AND NEVER WOULD HAVE GIVEN ANY FREE WILL CONSENT TO SUCH ATROCITIES. I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF EXACT MEDICAL TEST SUBJECT EITHER.
I KNOW THE GOVERNMENT HAS USED UNKNOWING TEST SUBJECTS BEFORE - LIKE THE ILL-FATED SAILORS EXPOSED TO THE NUCLEAR TESTS AT BIKINI ATOLL AROUND 60 YEARS AGO.
I HAVE, ON MANY INSTANCES, HAD TO ACQUIRE THE DOCUMENTS I DO HAVE VIA
STEALTH. I HAVE BEEN OPENLY REFUSED TO THIS VERY DAY A TOTAL, CONCISE,
COMPLETE COPY OF MY MEDICAL RECORDS FROM EITHER GOVERNMENT OR
PRIVATE SECTOR DOCTORS OR FACILITIES. THIS ALSO INCLUDES THE ADDENDA -
LITTLE NASTY GRAMS BETWEEN DOCTORS ABOUT THEIR PATIENTS THEY DON'T LIKE
SIMILAR TO CHILDREN PASSING SECRET NOTES BACK AND FORTH TO EACH OTHER IN GRADE SCHOOL. I HAVE PROOF SUCH ADDENDA ARE ADDED ON TO MY RECORDS.
MY MEDICAL TRIP THROUGH HELL IS AN ABSOLUTELY TRUTHFUL ACCOUNT OF JUST SOME OF THE ATROCIOUS ABUSE I HAVE RECEIVED FROM THE GOVERNMENT, MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS, FRIENDS/SUPPORTERS, AND FACILITIES COMPRISING THE UNITED STATES HEALTH CARE SYSTEM. WHY THIS WAS DONE TO ME, I'LL PROBABLY NEVER KNOW. I DO NOT HAVE ANY CRIMINAL RECORD AND NEVER OPPOSED THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT IN ANY WAY. I AM A RECOVERED ALCOHOLIC, BUT HAVE BEEN SOBER FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I HAD ONE DUI (" SO FAR" AS WE SAY IN AA) BACK IN 1989, BUT NEVER ANYTHING ELSE. THE REAL DISEASE I HAVE, FAHR'S DISEASE, IS GENETIC AND SOMETHING I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT - EXCEPT DIE FROM IT! THE ABUSE STARTED A GOOD 2 DECADES AGO - LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO ANYONE AND LONG BEFORE THE INTERNET CAME INTO PLAY. AS FOR MYSELF, I JUST BECAME ACTIVE WITH A CURRENT PC AND THE INTERNET AS OF 05/2009. I DID THIS BECAUSE, AT THAT TIME, I HAD NO IDEA WHY I WAS BEING ABUSED AND EVEN HAVING MY VERY LIFE THREATENED ON MORE THAN ONE INSTANCE.
THINGS ARE MUCH CLEARER NOW. I KNOW MUCH OF THE TRUTH NOW - ESPECIALLY SINCE I RAN INTO A COUPLE OF VERY HONEST DOCS WHO TOLD ME WHAT WAS GOING ON. I MAY NEVER KNOW THE REASON OR REASONS BEHIND THE TREATMENT I HAVE RECEIVED, BUT I CERTAINLY KNOW I AM NOT IN THE LEAST THE CAUSE OF THE EFFECTS. SO FAR, I'M NOT NUTS LIKE ALL OF THE TRASH TALK HAS BEEN SAYING ABOUT ME. I NOW HAVE DOCUMENTED RECORDS SHOWING I HAVE FAHR'S DISEASE.
SOME OF THE VERY DOCTORS AND FACILITIES HAVE NOW ADMITTED THE TRUTH, NOT ONLY IS THE CAT OUT OF THE BAG, BUT IT HAS HAD KITTENS AND THEY ARE GOING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE - ALL OVER THE FOUR CORNERS OF THE WORLD.
MY NUMBER ONE REASON FOR WRITING MY HORRIFIC ACCOUNTS IS, TRUTHFULLY,
NOT REVENGE. OH YEAH, I'M MAD AS ALL HELL. THOUGHTS DO ENTER MY MIND OF VIOLENT RETALIATION - SURE THEY DO. MY LIFE HERE ON EARTH HAS BEEN RUINED
AND, BY GOD ALMIGHTY, IT HAS BEEN THROUGH NO FAULT OF MY OWN. THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PREDATORY MONSTERS, AND, I'LL PROBABLY NEVER KNOW THE TOP ONES WHO STARTED HAVING ME USED THIS WAY. HOWEVER, GOD KNOWS, AND HE WILL BE THEIR JUDGE AS I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN.
NO, MY NUMBER ONE REASON FOR WRITING THIS ACCOUNT IS SO UNSUSPECTING PEOPLE LIKE I USED TO BE CAN BE MADE AWARE THAT THINGS LIKE THIS GO ON RIGHT HERE IN AMERICA, AND THAT THIS MAY POSSIBLY PREVENT OTHERS FROM SUFFERING THE SAME OR SIMILAR FATE AS I HAVE. I HOPE THESE PEOPLE RESPONSIBLE CAN FIND SALVATION AS WELL. ETERNITY IS A LONG TIME TO SPEND IN HELL.
I'M DYING FOLKS. FAHR'S DISEASE IS MARCHING ON WITH ME. I'VE GOTTEN ALL OF THESE 23 POSTS DOWN BEFORE STARTING INTO ALZHEIMER'S. THERE WILL COME A TIME, IF IT IS GOD'S WILL, WHERE I WON'T EVEN BE CAPABLE OF WRITING MY OWN NAME. I MAY GO ANOTHER 6 MONTHS BEFORE I START LOSING IT, MAYBE A YEAR, MAYBE 5 YEARS. HOWEVER, THE END IS INEVITABLE WITH THIS UNTREATABLE, GENETIC BRAIN DISEASE. THAT IS: I'LL BE MEETING THE LORD JESUS TO BEGIN SERVING HIM IN HEAVEN FOR ALL ETERNITY. I DON'T DESERVE IT, BUT HE TOOK MY PLACE ON THE CROSS. IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF THIS INFINITE ACT OF LOVE FROM GOD ALMIGHTY THAT I KNOW WHERE I'LL BE AFTER I DIE. THE SAME CAN HAPPEN TO EVERYBODY. THIS IS MY RELIGIOUS BELIEF THAT HAS KEPT ME GOING THROUGH ALL
OF THIS AND, NOW, MAKES ME UNAFRAID OF DYING.
PLEASE NOTE: THINGS THAT HAVE CHANGED FROM THE BEGINNING OF THIS BLOG IN EARLY 2010 UP TO THIS FINAL ENTRY HAVE INCLUDED 2 MAJOR POINTS:
1. IN THE BEGINNING, I REALLY WAS SHOOTING IN THE DARK AS TO WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME. I KNEW I DID NOT HAVE ANY OF THE FRAUDULENT, MALICIOUS
MENTAL DISORDERS THAT WERE BEING SPREAD AROUND ABOUT ME. I KNEW THIS BECAUSE, ONCE I GOT AWAY FROM THE SLEW OF PRESCRIPTION DRUGS I HAD BEEN TAKING FROM ALL OF THESE DOCTORS, THINGS LIKE DEPRESSION, MOOD SWINGS,
INSOMNIA WENT AWAY TO WHERE THEY ARE MINIMAL AS OF TODAY. I DO HAVE ANXIETY AND SOME DEFINITE PROBLEMS WITH SHORT TERM MEMORY. I GOT ILL FOR ABOUT 7 WEEKS BACK IN DECEMBER 2011 AND JANUARY 2012 WITH SEVERAL SEIZURES AND A GOOD DEGREE OF DISORIENTATION/DEMENTIA. THESE HAVE GONE BACK INTO SOME KIND OF REMISSION SINCE ABOUT THE FIRST WEEK OF FEBRUARY.
MY MENTAL STATUS RIGHT NOW IS OK - NOT PERFECT - BUT OK. I'M ABLE TO FUNCTION. ONE OTHER THING - MY SPELLING HAS BECOME TERRIBLE. I WOULD BE SUNK WITHOUT SPELL CHECKING. I HAVE ALSO LOST SPONTANEITY AND A LOT OF MY WORD VOCABULARY ( COMMAND OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE ). I HAVE TO THINK THINGS OUT NOW AND WRITE OUT LISTS. I, SO FAR, HAVE ADAPTED.
THE THING THAT HAD ME KNOW FROM THE VERY BEGINNING I HAD SOME ACTUAL PHYSICAL ILLNESS WAS ALL OF THE PAIN, MUSCLE CRAMPING, BURNING SENSATION IN MY ARMS,. LEGS. MUSCLE STIFFNESS/RIGIDITY DEVELOPING IN MY HANDS AND FEET, THE HEADACHES AND BACK PAIN, THE EXTREME FATIGUE, THE EPISODES OF UNCONTROLLABLE SWEATING EVEN IN THE WINTER MONTHS, THE NUMBNESS ALL OVER MY BODY, MY BAD GAIT DISTURBANCE, MY LOSS OF COORDINATION, AND A GOOD DEGREE OF CHOKING, GAGGING, VOMITING AND DIARRHEA NOW AT LEAST SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK. I ALSO NEED TO USE A CANE ABOUT HALF THE TIME TO STEADY MYSELF.
SO, KNOWING SOMETHING WAS REALLY PHYSICALLY WRONG WITH ME AND KNOWING IT WAS BEING DELIBERATELY WITHHELD FROM ME AT LEAST SINCE AUGUST OF 2008 WHEN A CAT SCAN REVEALED CALCIFICATION ON THE LEFT BASAL
GANGLIA WHEN I WAS 54 ( FOLLOWED UP WITH 2 VERY REVEALING MRI'S BY APRIL,
2009) I FEEBLY SET TO WORK TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT I HAD. I CAME UP WITH WHITE MATTER DISEASE AND MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS. I WOULD HAVE NEVER,NEVER
GUESSED FAHR'S DISEASE. UNTIL GOD HAD 2 HONEST DOCS TELL ME MY REAL DIAGNOSIS, I HAD NEVER HEARD OF SUCH A DISEASE. THE MEDICAL TERM " FAMILIAL IDIOPATHIC BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION " WAS SOMETHING I HAD NEVER EVEN SEEN AND WOULDN'T HAVE UNDERSTOOD BACK THEN ANYWAY. THANKS TO THE 2 GREAT, HONEST DOCS GOD SENT ALONG TO SECRETLY TELL ME THE TRUTH AND SHOWING ME HOW TO READ THE CAT SCAN ( BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION ON LEFT IS PRINTED RIGHT ON THE REPORT - I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANT BEFORE)
PLUS MRI'S ( WHAT " INFARCT " MEANS, CHRONIC SMALL VESSEL ISCHEMIA,
SUB-CORTICAL, ATROPHY, AND THINGS LIKE T-1, T-2 TERMS) . I WOULD HAVE NEVER
KNOWN THE TRUTH TRYING TO FIND IT ON MY OWN. SINCE THEN, UNCLE SAM HAS HAD TO ADD IT ON TO MY MEDICAL RECORDS SINCE JULY 14, 2011 BUT, OF COURSE,
WITH ONE OF HIS LITTLE " NASTY GRAM " ADDENDA SECRETLY ATTACHED TO IT IN MY VA RECORDS. I DO HAVE COPIES OF THAT SMALL PART OF MY GOVERNMENT MEDICAL RECORDS SHOWING THIS. THEY STILL WON'T RELINQUISH ANYWHERE NEAR MY COMPLETE, FROM START TO FINISH, MEDICAL RECORDS AS WILL ANYONE ELSE.
2. THE SECOND POINT THAT HAS CHANGED SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THIS BLOG 2 YEARS AGO IS, OF COURSE, KNOWING THE GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN IN ON ALL OF THIS ALL ALONG. I'VE SIMPLY GOTTEN A NUMBER OF ADMISSIONS SINCE THE TRUTH ABOUT MY DISEASE HAS BEEN REVEALED TO ME. ALTHOUGH THEY HAVE TRIED TO GET ME TO SAY WHO THE 2 DOCS ARE, BOTH DOCS SINCERELY REQUESTED THAT, SINCE THEY ARE BOTH LONG TERM MEMBERS OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, TO PLEASE RESPECT THEIR ANONYMITY. I SHALL CARRY THEIR NAMES TO MY GRAVE.
NO FBI, I'M NOT TELLING YOU EITHER. BUZZ OFF! I HAD MY SUSPICIANS ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BEING INVOLVED BUT NEVER TOLD BY THEM UNTIL ABOUT A YEAR AGO. NATURALLY, THEY HAVE TOLD ME THEY WILL NOT OFFER ME ANY TREATMENT
WHATSOEVER. THIS WOULD BE FOR THE SYMPTONS OF FAHR'S SINCE THE DISEASE ITSELF IS, CURRENTLY, UNTREATABLE.
IT IS MY STRONGEST HOPES THAT, WITH THE COMPILING OF THIS BLOG, OTHERS IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA WILL BE PREVENTED FROM SUFFERING A SIMILAR FATE AS I HAVE. MY TRUE DISEASE IS KILLING ME NOW. SO, THERE'S NOTHING I FEAR
ANYMORE. IT IS NOW INTO THE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE READ THIS SINCE I BEGAN IN EARLY 2010 - PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD.
TO RECEIVE THE EFFECTIVENESS OF THIS BLOG, ONE NEEDS TO GO TO THE VERY FIRST ENTRY BACK AT THE BEGINNING OF 2010 AND READ IN ORDER FROM THERE UP TO THIS CURRENT POSTING AFTER FIRST READING IT. ADDITIONALLY, IT IS MOST ADVANTAGEOUS FOR THE READER TO LOOK UP THE SPECIFIC LISTED DOCTORS ON DRSCORECARD, AND TO READ EACH ONE. THEY ARE ALL OHIO DOCTORS.NUMEROUS OTHER MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS ARE INVOLVED. HOWEVER, TO ACCOUNT FOR EVERY INSTSANCE OF ABUSE I'VE RECEIVED FOR OVER 2 DECADES, IT WOULD NOT ONLY BE REPETITIVE BUT CONSIDERABLY LONGER THAN THESE 23 POSTS.
THE FACT THAT THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN IN ON THIS WAS REVEALED TO ME JUST LAST SUMMER OF 2011. I HAD STRONGLY SUSPECTED THIS PRIOR TO THEN, BUT WAS NEVER TOLD UNTIL THIS TIME. AS A RESULT, THE TRUE TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE I HAVE IS FAHR'S DISEASE - MEDICAL TERM IS FAMILIAL IDIOPATHIC BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION. I WAS INFORMED I WAS USED AS A MEDICAL TEST SUBJECT. I DON'T KNOW WHY, AND I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO KNOWLEDGE AND NEVER WOULD HAVE GIVEN ANY FREE WILL CONSENT TO SUCH ATROCITIES. I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF EXACT MEDICAL TEST SUBJECT EITHER.
I KNOW THE GOVERNMENT HAS USED UNKNOWING TEST SUBJECTS BEFORE - LIKE THE ILL-FATED SAILORS EXPOSED TO THE NUCLEAR TESTS AT BIKINI ATOLL AROUND 60 YEARS AGO.
I HAVE, ON MANY INSTANCES, HAD TO ACQUIRE THE DOCUMENTS I DO HAVE VIA
STEALTH. I HAVE BEEN OPENLY REFUSED TO THIS VERY DAY A TOTAL, CONCISE,
COMPLETE COPY OF MY MEDICAL RECORDS FROM EITHER GOVERNMENT OR
PRIVATE SECTOR DOCTORS OR FACILITIES. THIS ALSO INCLUDES THE ADDENDA -
LITTLE NASTY GRAMS BETWEEN DOCTORS ABOUT THEIR PATIENTS THEY DON'T LIKE
SIMILAR TO CHILDREN PASSING SECRET NOTES BACK AND FORTH TO EACH OTHER IN GRADE SCHOOL. I HAVE PROOF SUCH ADDENDA ARE ADDED ON TO MY RECORDS.
MY MEDICAL TRIP THROUGH HELL IS AN ABSOLUTELY TRUTHFUL ACCOUNT OF JUST SOME OF THE ATROCIOUS ABUSE I HAVE RECEIVED FROM THE GOVERNMENT, MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS, FRIENDS/SUPPORTERS, AND FACILITIES COMPRISING THE UNITED STATES HEALTH CARE SYSTEM. WHY THIS WAS DONE TO ME, I'LL PROBABLY NEVER KNOW. I DO NOT HAVE ANY CRIMINAL RECORD AND NEVER OPPOSED THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT IN ANY WAY. I AM A RECOVERED ALCOHOLIC, BUT HAVE BEEN SOBER FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I HAD ONE DUI (" SO FAR" AS WE SAY IN AA) BACK IN 1989, BUT NEVER ANYTHING ELSE. THE REAL DISEASE I HAVE, FAHR'S DISEASE, IS GENETIC AND SOMETHING I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT - EXCEPT DIE FROM IT! THE ABUSE STARTED A GOOD 2 DECADES AGO - LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO ANYONE AND LONG BEFORE THE INTERNET CAME INTO PLAY. AS FOR MYSELF, I JUST BECAME ACTIVE WITH A CURRENT PC AND THE INTERNET AS OF 05/2009. I DID THIS BECAUSE, AT THAT TIME, I HAD NO IDEA WHY I WAS BEING ABUSED AND EVEN HAVING MY VERY LIFE THREATENED ON MORE THAN ONE INSTANCE.
THINGS ARE MUCH CLEARER NOW. I KNOW MUCH OF THE TRUTH NOW - ESPECIALLY SINCE I RAN INTO A COUPLE OF VERY HONEST DOCS WHO TOLD ME WHAT WAS GOING ON. I MAY NEVER KNOW THE REASON OR REASONS BEHIND THE TREATMENT I HAVE RECEIVED, BUT I CERTAINLY KNOW I AM NOT IN THE LEAST THE CAUSE OF THE EFFECTS. SO FAR, I'M NOT NUTS LIKE ALL OF THE TRASH TALK HAS BEEN SAYING ABOUT ME. I NOW HAVE DOCUMENTED RECORDS SHOWING I HAVE FAHR'S DISEASE.
SOME OF THE VERY DOCTORS AND FACILITIES HAVE NOW ADMITTED THE TRUTH, NOT ONLY IS THE CAT OUT OF THE BAG, BUT IT HAS HAD KITTENS AND THEY ARE GOING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE - ALL OVER THE FOUR CORNERS OF THE WORLD.
MY NUMBER ONE REASON FOR WRITING MY HORRIFIC ACCOUNTS IS, TRUTHFULLY,
NOT REVENGE. OH YEAH, I'M MAD AS ALL HELL. THOUGHTS DO ENTER MY MIND OF VIOLENT RETALIATION - SURE THEY DO. MY LIFE HERE ON EARTH HAS BEEN RUINED
AND, BY GOD ALMIGHTY, IT HAS BEEN THROUGH NO FAULT OF MY OWN. THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PREDATORY MONSTERS, AND, I'LL PROBABLY NEVER KNOW THE TOP ONES WHO STARTED HAVING ME USED THIS WAY. HOWEVER, GOD KNOWS, AND HE WILL BE THEIR JUDGE AS I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN.
NO, MY NUMBER ONE REASON FOR WRITING THIS ACCOUNT IS SO UNSUSPECTING PEOPLE LIKE I USED TO BE CAN BE MADE AWARE THAT THINGS LIKE THIS GO ON RIGHT HERE IN AMERICA, AND THAT THIS MAY POSSIBLY PREVENT OTHERS FROM SUFFERING THE SAME OR SIMILAR FATE AS I HAVE. I HOPE THESE PEOPLE RESPONSIBLE CAN FIND SALVATION AS WELL. ETERNITY IS A LONG TIME TO SPEND IN HELL.
I'M DYING FOLKS. FAHR'S DISEASE IS MARCHING ON WITH ME. I'VE GOTTEN ALL OF THESE 23 POSTS DOWN BEFORE STARTING INTO ALZHEIMER'S. THERE WILL COME A TIME, IF IT IS GOD'S WILL, WHERE I WON'T EVEN BE CAPABLE OF WRITING MY OWN NAME. I MAY GO ANOTHER 6 MONTHS BEFORE I START LOSING IT, MAYBE A YEAR, MAYBE 5 YEARS. HOWEVER, THE END IS INEVITABLE WITH THIS UNTREATABLE, GENETIC BRAIN DISEASE. THAT IS: I'LL BE MEETING THE LORD JESUS TO BEGIN SERVING HIM IN HEAVEN FOR ALL ETERNITY. I DON'T DESERVE IT, BUT HE TOOK MY PLACE ON THE CROSS. IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF THIS INFINITE ACT OF LOVE FROM GOD ALMIGHTY THAT I KNOW WHERE I'LL BE AFTER I DIE. THE SAME CAN HAPPEN TO EVERYBODY. THIS IS MY RELIGIOUS BELIEF THAT HAS KEPT ME GOING THROUGH ALL
OF THIS AND, NOW, MAKES ME UNAFRAID OF DYING.
PLEASE NOTE: THINGS THAT HAVE CHANGED FROM THE BEGINNING OF THIS BLOG IN EARLY 2010 UP TO THIS FINAL ENTRY HAVE INCLUDED 2 MAJOR POINTS:
1. IN THE BEGINNING, I REALLY WAS SHOOTING IN THE DARK AS TO WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME. I KNEW I DID NOT HAVE ANY OF THE FRAUDULENT, MALICIOUS
MENTAL DISORDERS THAT WERE BEING SPREAD AROUND ABOUT ME. I KNEW THIS BECAUSE, ONCE I GOT AWAY FROM THE SLEW OF PRESCRIPTION DRUGS I HAD BEEN TAKING FROM ALL OF THESE DOCTORS, THINGS LIKE DEPRESSION, MOOD SWINGS,
INSOMNIA WENT AWAY TO WHERE THEY ARE MINIMAL AS OF TODAY. I DO HAVE ANXIETY AND SOME DEFINITE PROBLEMS WITH SHORT TERM MEMORY. I GOT ILL FOR ABOUT 7 WEEKS BACK IN DECEMBER 2011 AND JANUARY 2012 WITH SEVERAL SEIZURES AND A GOOD DEGREE OF DISORIENTATION/DEMENTIA. THESE HAVE GONE BACK INTO SOME KIND OF REMISSION SINCE ABOUT THE FIRST WEEK OF FEBRUARY.
MY MENTAL STATUS RIGHT NOW IS OK - NOT PERFECT - BUT OK. I'M ABLE TO FUNCTION. ONE OTHER THING - MY SPELLING HAS BECOME TERRIBLE. I WOULD BE SUNK WITHOUT SPELL CHECKING. I HAVE ALSO LOST SPONTANEITY AND A LOT OF MY WORD VOCABULARY ( COMMAND OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE ). I HAVE TO THINK THINGS OUT NOW AND WRITE OUT LISTS. I, SO FAR, HAVE ADAPTED.
THE THING THAT HAD ME KNOW FROM THE VERY BEGINNING I HAD SOME ACTUAL PHYSICAL ILLNESS WAS ALL OF THE PAIN, MUSCLE CRAMPING, BURNING SENSATION IN MY ARMS,. LEGS. MUSCLE STIFFNESS/RIGIDITY DEVELOPING IN MY HANDS AND FEET, THE HEADACHES AND BACK PAIN, THE EXTREME FATIGUE, THE EPISODES OF UNCONTROLLABLE SWEATING EVEN IN THE WINTER MONTHS, THE NUMBNESS ALL OVER MY BODY, MY BAD GAIT DISTURBANCE, MY LOSS OF COORDINATION, AND A GOOD DEGREE OF CHOKING, GAGGING, VOMITING AND DIARRHEA NOW AT LEAST SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK. I ALSO NEED TO USE A CANE ABOUT HALF THE TIME TO STEADY MYSELF.
SO, KNOWING SOMETHING WAS REALLY PHYSICALLY WRONG WITH ME AND KNOWING IT WAS BEING DELIBERATELY WITHHELD FROM ME AT LEAST SINCE AUGUST OF 2008 WHEN A CAT SCAN REVEALED CALCIFICATION ON THE LEFT BASAL
GANGLIA WHEN I WAS 54 ( FOLLOWED UP WITH 2 VERY REVEALING MRI'S BY APRIL,
2009) I FEEBLY SET TO WORK TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT I HAD. I CAME UP WITH WHITE MATTER DISEASE AND MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS. I WOULD HAVE NEVER,NEVER
GUESSED FAHR'S DISEASE. UNTIL GOD HAD 2 HONEST DOCS TELL ME MY REAL DIAGNOSIS, I HAD NEVER HEARD OF SUCH A DISEASE. THE MEDICAL TERM " FAMILIAL IDIOPATHIC BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION " WAS SOMETHING I HAD NEVER EVEN SEEN AND WOULDN'T HAVE UNDERSTOOD BACK THEN ANYWAY. THANKS TO THE 2 GREAT, HONEST DOCS GOD SENT ALONG TO SECRETLY TELL ME THE TRUTH AND SHOWING ME HOW TO READ THE CAT SCAN ( BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION ON LEFT IS PRINTED RIGHT ON THE REPORT - I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANT BEFORE)
PLUS MRI'S ( WHAT " INFARCT " MEANS, CHRONIC SMALL VESSEL ISCHEMIA,
SUB-CORTICAL, ATROPHY, AND THINGS LIKE T-1, T-2 TERMS) . I WOULD HAVE NEVER
KNOWN THE TRUTH TRYING TO FIND IT ON MY OWN. SINCE THEN, UNCLE SAM HAS HAD TO ADD IT ON TO MY MEDICAL RECORDS SINCE JULY 14, 2011 BUT, OF COURSE,
WITH ONE OF HIS LITTLE " NASTY GRAM " ADDENDA SECRETLY ATTACHED TO IT IN MY VA RECORDS. I DO HAVE COPIES OF THAT SMALL PART OF MY GOVERNMENT MEDICAL RECORDS SHOWING THIS. THEY STILL WON'T RELINQUISH ANYWHERE NEAR MY COMPLETE, FROM START TO FINISH, MEDICAL RECORDS AS WILL ANYONE ELSE.
2. THE SECOND POINT THAT HAS CHANGED SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THIS BLOG 2 YEARS AGO IS, OF COURSE, KNOWING THE GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN IN ON ALL OF THIS ALL ALONG. I'VE SIMPLY GOTTEN A NUMBER OF ADMISSIONS SINCE THE TRUTH ABOUT MY DISEASE HAS BEEN REVEALED TO ME. ALTHOUGH THEY HAVE TRIED TO GET ME TO SAY WHO THE 2 DOCS ARE, BOTH DOCS SINCERELY REQUESTED THAT, SINCE THEY ARE BOTH LONG TERM MEMBERS OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, TO PLEASE RESPECT THEIR ANONYMITY. I SHALL CARRY THEIR NAMES TO MY GRAVE.
NO FBI, I'M NOT TELLING YOU EITHER. BUZZ OFF! I HAD MY SUSPICIANS ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BEING INVOLVED BUT NEVER TOLD BY THEM UNTIL ABOUT A YEAR AGO. NATURALLY, THEY HAVE TOLD ME THEY WILL NOT OFFER ME ANY TREATMENT
WHATSOEVER. THIS WOULD BE FOR THE SYMPTONS OF FAHR'S SINCE THE DISEASE ITSELF IS, CURRENTLY, UNTREATABLE.
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