THIS ENTRY IS NOW BEING MADE AT 1:31 P.M., MAY 5, 2012. PRIOR TO TELLING THE VA ABOUT WHERE TO GO, I HAD ORDERED REFILLS ON FINAL DRUGS INCLUDING GABAPENTIN WHICH CONTROLS THE LARGE AMOUNT OF PAIN I HAVE FROM FAHR'S DISEASE AND DIABETES. I GOT MY PRESCRIPTIONS ALL TOGETHER IN THE MAIL JUST NOW WITH THE EXCEPTION, OF COURSE, OF MY GABAPENTIN.
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW SADISTIC THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN ALONG WITH THE PRIVATE SECTORS AND SUPPORTERS/FRIENDS OF THE AMERICAN HEALTH CARE SYSTEM TO ME FOR DECADES - AGAIN - LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO ANY ONE OF THEM. I HAVE HAD MOST EVERY IMAGINABLE PSYCHOLOGICAL TORMENT INFLICTED UPON ME ( PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ) EXCEPT FOR BEING MURDERED. I WON'T BE SURPRISED IF THAT COMES ALONG NOT FAR DOWN THE ROAD, AND DONE IN SUCH A WAY AS TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I DESERVED IT. HOWEVER, GOD KNOWS THE TRUTH. HE WILL, ONCE AGAIN, BE THEIR JUDGE - THE JUDGE OF EVERY SINGLE PERSON INVOLVED. I JUST WONDER HOW MANY OTHER AMERICAN CITIZENS ARE BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS KIND OF SADISTIC TREATMENT/EXPERIMENTATION.
FOR ALL I KNOW, THIS BLOG IS BEING BLOCKED TO OUTSIDERS AS WELL AS MY E-MAIL BEING MONITORED. THERE HAS ALREADY BEEN REMOVAL OF ARTICLES I'VE PLACED ON OTHER SITES SUCH AS CRAIGS LIST. I KNOW GOVERNMENT LAW ENFORCEMENT LIKE THE FBI IS VERY MUCH IN ON THIS AS I HAVE WRITTEN THEM COUNTLESS E-MAILS OVER THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS AND THEY DO NOTHING EXCEPT TO GO RIGHT ALONG WITH THINGS AND SUPPORT IT. YET, WHEN I TELL THESE PEOPLE TO ARREST ME, TAKE ME IN, KILL ME, ETC. THEY DO NOTHING. NO, THIS A DELIBERATE, SADISTIC PSYCHOLOGICAL ASSAULT UPON ME MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY TO PERHAPS DRIVE ME TO SOME MURDEROUS RAGE. IT WON'T HAPPEN. I WOULD KILL MYSELF FIRST, AND I WON'T DO THAT "IF" I CAN HELP IT.
JUST THINK ABOUT HOW SADISTIC AND RUTHLESS THESE PEOPLE ARE. AGAIN, THIS STARTED LONG, LONG BEFORE I EVER KNEW ANYTHING WAS GOING ON AND LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO THEM. THEY KNEW I HAD A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE. THEY KNOW MY DIABETES REALLY NOW REQUIRES INSULIN SHOTS. NOW, THEY ARE DELIBERATELY REFUSING TO TREAT BOTH DISEASES. THEY NEVER HAVE PROPERLY.
AGAIN, MY DIABETES WAS CAUSED ( PROVEN IN COURT ) BY ONE OF THE DRUGS THEY WERE TESTING ON ME - A DRUG I SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD CALLED ZYPREXA MANUFACTURED BY ELI LILLY IN INDIANA.
IF I AM SO MENTALLY INSANE LIKE I HAVE BEEN TRASH TALKED ABOUT, THEN WHY ARE THEY DOING THESE DELIBERATE, SADISTIC THINGS TO ME OVER THE DECADES ITS BEEN GOING ON? WHY DON'T THEY JUST COME AND GET ME LIKE I'VE TOLD THEM TO DO SO MANY TIMES IN THE PAST? THE ANSWER IS QUITE OBVIOUS. FIRST, I'M NOT CRAZY - AT LEAST NOT YET AND THEY KNOW IT. SECOND, WHAT THEY ARE SUBJECTING ME TO IS A DELIBERATE, SYSTEMATICAL, WELL PLANNED PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE OF SOME KIND WITH REASONS ONLY KNOWN TO THEM. THE PROBABLE ENDING OF THIS HIDEOUS TEST OR WHATEVER THE DR. FRANKENSTEINS HAVE IN THEIR WARPED REASONING FOR DOING THIS TO ME WILL BE MY DEATH.
SO BE IT. I AM READY TO DIE AND GO TO JESUS. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THE FILTH SPREAD AROUND ABOUT ME ANYWAY - ON THE INTERNET AND DECADES BEFORE THE INTERNET WAS EVER IN PLAY.
I'LL KEEP WRITING ENTRIES AS LONG AS I CAN. HOWEVER, I'M PRETTY SICK NOW. IF ANYONE READING THIS BLOG WISHES TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS, PLEASE DO SO. IT MAY OR MAY NOT BE GETTING THROUGH TO EVERYONE NOW. I CAN'T BE SURE AS THE GOVERNMENT'S TECHNOLOGY IS PRACTICALLY BEYOND BELIEF - EXCEPT FOR THE ALMIGHTY POWER OF GOD. IN HIS MIND, IT'S FOOLISHNESS.
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW SADISTIC THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN ALONG WITH THE PRIVATE SECTORS AND SUPPORTERS/FRIENDS OF THE AMERICAN HEALTH CARE SYSTEM TO ME FOR DECADES - AGAIN - LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO ANY ONE OF THEM. I HAVE HAD MOST EVERY IMAGINABLE PSYCHOLOGICAL TORMENT INFLICTED UPON ME ( PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ) EXCEPT FOR BEING MURDERED. I WON'T BE SURPRISED IF THAT COMES ALONG NOT FAR DOWN THE ROAD, AND DONE IN SUCH A WAY AS TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I DESERVED IT. HOWEVER, GOD KNOWS THE TRUTH. HE WILL, ONCE AGAIN, BE THEIR JUDGE - THE JUDGE OF EVERY SINGLE PERSON INVOLVED. I JUST WONDER HOW MANY OTHER AMERICAN CITIZENS ARE BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS KIND OF SADISTIC TREATMENT/EXPERIMENTATION.
FOR ALL I KNOW, THIS BLOG IS BEING BLOCKED TO OUTSIDERS AS WELL AS MY E-MAIL BEING MONITORED. THERE HAS ALREADY BEEN REMOVAL OF ARTICLES I'VE PLACED ON OTHER SITES SUCH AS CRAIGS LIST. I KNOW GOVERNMENT LAW ENFORCEMENT LIKE THE FBI IS VERY MUCH IN ON THIS AS I HAVE WRITTEN THEM COUNTLESS E-MAILS OVER THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS AND THEY DO NOTHING EXCEPT TO GO RIGHT ALONG WITH THINGS AND SUPPORT IT. YET, WHEN I TELL THESE PEOPLE TO ARREST ME, TAKE ME IN, KILL ME, ETC. THEY DO NOTHING. NO, THIS A DELIBERATE, SADISTIC PSYCHOLOGICAL ASSAULT UPON ME MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY TO PERHAPS DRIVE ME TO SOME MURDEROUS RAGE. IT WON'T HAPPEN. I WOULD KILL MYSELF FIRST, AND I WON'T DO THAT "IF" I CAN HELP IT.
JUST THINK ABOUT HOW SADISTIC AND RUTHLESS THESE PEOPLE ARE. AGAIN, THIS STARTED LONG, LONG BEFORE I EVER KNEW ANYTHING WAS GOING ON AND LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO THEM. THEY KNEW I HAD A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE. THEY KNOW MY DIABETES REALLY NOW REQUIRES INSULIN SHOTS. NOW, THEY ARE DELIBERATELY REFUSING TO TREAT BOTH DISEASES. THEY NEVER HAVE PROPERLY.
AGAIN, MY DIABETES WAS CAUSED ( PROVEN IN COURT ) BY ONE OF THE DRUGS THEY WERE TESTING ON ME - A DRUG I SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD CALLED ZYPREXA MANUFACTURED BY ELI LILLY IN INDIANA.
IF I AM SO MENTALLY INSANE LIKE I HAVE BEEN TRASH TALKED ABOUT, THEN WHY ARE THEY DOING THESE DELIBERATE, SADISTIC THINGS TO ME OVER THE DECADES ITS BEEN GOING ON? WHY DON'T THEY JUST COME AND GET ME LIKE I'VE TOLD THEM TO DO SO MANY TIMES IN THE PAST? THE ANSWER IS QUITE OBVIOUS. FIRST, I'M NOT CRAZY - AT LEAST NOT YET AND THEY KNOW IT. SECOND, WHAT THEY ARE SUBJECTING ME TO IS A DELIBERATE, SYSTEMATICAL, WELL PLANNED PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE OF SOME KIND WITH REASONS ONLY KNOWN TO THEM. THE PROBABLE ENDING OF THIS HIDEOUS TEST OR WHATEVER THE DR. FRANKENSTEINS HAVE IN THEIR WARPED REASONING FOR DOING THIS TO ME WILL BE MY DEATH.
SO BE IT. I AM READY TO DIE AND GO TO JESUS. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THE FILTH SPREAD AROUND ABOUT ME ANYWAY - ON THE INTERNET AND DECADES BEFORE THE INTERNET WAS EVER IN PLAY.
I'LL KEEP WRITING ENTRIES AS LONG AS I CAN. HOWEVER, I'M PRETTY SICK NOW. IF ANYONE READING THIS BLOG WISHES TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS, PLEASE DO SO. IT MAY OR MAY NOT BE GETTING THROUGH TO EVERYONE NOW. I CAN'T BE SURE AS THE GOVERNMENT'S TECHNOLOGY IS PRACTICALLY BEYOND BELIEF - EXCEPT FOR THE ALMIGHTY POWER OF GOD. IN HIS MIND, IT'S FOOLISHNESS.
