GOVERNMENT TAKEN AWAY PAIN MEDICATION AS EXPECTED

THIS ENTRY IS NOW BEING MADE AT 1:31 P.M., MAY 5, 2012. PRIOR TO TELLING THE VA ABOUT WHERE TO GO, I HAD ORDERED REFILLS ON FINAL DRUGS INCLUDING GABAPENTIN WHICH CONTROLS THE LARGE AMOUNT OF PAIN I HAVE FROM FAHR'S DISEASE AND DIABETES. I GOT MY PRESCRIPTIONS ALL TOGETHER IN THE MAIL JUST NOW WITH THE EXCEPTION, OF COURSE, OF MY GABAPENTIN.

THIS IS EXACTLY HOW SADISTIC THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN ALONG WITH THE PRIVATE SECTORS AND SUPPORTERS/FRIENDS OF THE AMERICAN HEALTH CARE SYSTEM TO ME FOR DECADES - AGAIN - LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO ANY ONE OF THEM. I HAVE HAD MOST EVERY IMAGINABLE PSYCHOLOGICAL TORMENT INFLICTED UPON ME ( PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ) EXCEPT FOR BEING MURDERED. I WON'T BE SURPRISED IF THAT COMES ALONG NOT FAR DOWN THE ROAD, AND DONE IN SUCH A WAY AS TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I DESERVED IT. HOWEVER, GOD KNOWS THE TRUTH. HE WILL, ONCE AGAIN, BE THEIR JUDGE - THE JUDGE OF EVERY SINGLE PERSON INVOLVED. I JUST WONDER HOW MANY OTHER AMERICAN CITIZENS ARE BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS KIND OF SADISTIC TREATMENT/EXPERIMENTATION.

FOR ALL I KNOW, THIS BLOG IS BEING BLOCKED TO OUTSIDERS AS WELL AS MY E-MAIL BEING MONITORED. THERE HAS ALREADY BEEN REMOVAL OF ARTICLES I'VE PLACED ON OTHER SITES SUCH AS CRAIGS LIST. I KNOW GOVERNMENT LAW ENFORCEMENT LIKE THE FBI IS VERY MUCH IN ON THIS AS I HAVE WRITTEN THEM COUNTLESS E-MAILS OVER THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS AND THEY DO NOTHING EXCEPT TO GO RIGHT ALONG WITH THINGS AND SUPPORT IT. YET, WHEN I TELL THESE PEOPLE TO ARREST ME, TAKE ME IN, KILL ME, ETC. THEY DO NOTHING. NO, THIS A DELIBERATE, SADISTIC PSYCHOLOGICAL ASSAULT UPON ME MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY TO PERHAPS DRIVE ME TO SOME MURDEROUS RAGE. IT WON'T HAPPEN. I WOULD KILL MYSELF FIRST, AND I WON'T DO THAT  "IF" I CAN HELP IT.

JUST THINK ABOUT HOW SADISTIC AND RUTHLESS THESE PEOPLE ARE. AGAIN, THIS STARTED LONG, LONG BEFORE I EVER KNEW ANYTHING WAS GOING ON AND LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO THEM. THEY KNEW I HAD A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE. THEY KNOW MY DIABETES REALLY NOW REQUIRES INSULIN SHOTS. NOW, THEY ARE DELIBERATELY REFUSING TO TREAT BOTH DISEASES. THEY NEVER HAVE PROPERLY.
AGAIN, MY DIABETES WAS CAUSED ( PROVEN IN COURT ) BY ONE OF THE DRUGS THEY WERE TESTING ON ME - A DRUG I SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD CALLED ZYPREXA MANUFACTURED BY ELI LILLY IN INDIANA.

IF I AM SO MENTALLY INSANE LIKE I HAVE BEEN TRASH TALKED ABOUT, THEN WHY ARE THEY DOING THESE DELIBERATE, SADISTIC THINGS TO ME OVER THE DECADES ITS BEEN GOING ON? WHY DON'T THEY JUST COME AND GET ME LIKE I'VE TOLD THEM TO DO SO MANY TIMES IN THE PAST? THE ANSWER IS QUITE OBVIOUS. FIRST, I'M NOT CRAZY - AT LEAST NOT YET AND THEY KNOW IT. SECOND, WHAT THEY ARE SUBJECTING ME TO IS A DELIBERATE, SYSTEMATICAL, WELL PLANNED PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE OF SOME KIND WITH REASONS ONLY KNOWN TO THEM. THE PROBABLE ENDING OF THIS HIDEOUS TEST OR WHATEVER THE DR. FRANKENSTEINS HAVE IN THEIR WARPED REASONING FOR DOING THIS TO ME WILL BE MY DEATH.

SO BE IT. I AM READY TO DIE AND GO TO JESUS. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THE FILTH SPREAD AROUND ABOUT ME ANYWAY - ON THE INTERNET AND DECADES BEFORE THE INTERNET WAS EVER IN PLAY. 

I'LL KEEP WRITING ENTRIES AS LONG AS I CAN. HOWEVER, I'M PRETTY SICK NOW. IF ANYONE READING THIS BLOG WISHES TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS, PLEASE DO SO. IT MAY OR MAY NOT BE GETTING THROUGH TO EVERYONE NOW. I CAN'T BE SURE AS THE GOVERNMENT'S TECHNOLOGY IS PRACTICALLY BEYOND BELIEF - EXCEPT FOR THE ALMIGHTY POWER OF GOD. IN HIS MIND, IT'S FOOLISHNESS.

NOT LEAVING THIS SITE!! CONTINUED POSTINGS TO COME!!

I WILL BE STAYING ON THIS SITE RIGHT UP TO MY DEATH. I WILL CONVEY ANY INCIDENTS AS THEY HAPPEN, AND AS LONG AS I AM FREE OR ALIVE TO DO SO. RIGHT
NOW I AM BEING SQUEEZED FINANCIALLY. IF ANYONE TRIES TO REMOVE ME FROM THIS HOUSE OF MINE, I WILL DEFEND MYSELF TO STAY HERE RIGHT TO THE VERY END. HOPEFULLY, I CAN MOVE BEFORE THEN AND GO FAR AWAY - IF I CAN GET A LITTLE HELP SOON. 

MY PHYSICAL HEALTH IS DETERIORATING A LOT. I LAY DOWN MUCH OF THE TIME
ANYMORE - ESPECIALLY SINCE I DON'T GET THE PROPER MEDICATION FOR THE SYMPTOMS OF FAHR'S DISEASE.  I NEVER, NEVER DID. MY PHYSICAL WEAKNESS IS BAD.
I DO THE BEST I CAN.

I WILL DO THE BEST I CAN TO KEEP ALL INTERESTED PARTIES INFORMED.

ILLEGAL GOVERNMENT TESTING OF DRUGS ON ME - SOME PERMANENT EFFECTS ON ME

HI FOLKS,
I'LL KEEP THIS POSTING SHORTER. SORRY, FORGET THE " SHORTER! " AS THINGS ARE GOING ON AGAIN.YES, THE GOVERNMENT/FELONY CLUB STILL IS DOING THEIR VERY BEST TO HARM ME IN ANY WAY THEY CAN DO AND GET AWAY WITH IT INCLUDING THE FBI/LAW ENFORCEMENT JUST IGNORING EVERYTHING AND ALLOWING EVERYTHING TO GO ON AGAINST ME.  I REALLY NEED TO BE RESCUED AWAY FROM THIS BY SOMEBODY OR SOMEONE - GOOD LORD - MAYBE EVEN TO ANOTHER DEMOCRATIC, AMERICAN FRIENDLY COUNTRY!! YEAH, IT'S EVEN MORE THAN THAT BAD!! 

THE PERMANENT EFFECTS OF UNCLE SAM/PRIVATE SECTOR USING ME AS AN UNLAWFUL DRUG GUINEA PIG ON ME ARE 2 MAJOR ONES SO FAR:

1. DIABETES FROM  ELI LILLY/UNCLE SAM/ FELONY CLUB IN INDIANAPOLIS,  INDIANA USA,. I WAS GIVEN FREE OF CHARGE  THE MAXIMUM DAILY DOSE OF ZYPREXA ( 20MG DAILY ) FOR WELL OVER TWO YEARS FOR THIS THROUGH AN ELI LILLY REPRESENTATIVE VIA DR. JEFF BLACKBURN ( SEE HIS WRITE-UP ON DRSCORECARD) UNTIL SEVERAL MONTHS AFTER I HAD DEVELOPED DIABETES. I SUED AGAINST ELI LILLY, JEFF BLACKBURN WENT NUTS, AND I WAS PERMANENTLY GIVEN A PROGRESSIVE CASE OF DIABETES WITH BETWEEN 150 & 350++ BLOOD SUGAR READINGS TODAY - OUCH! I NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN GIVEN ZYPREXA IN THE FIRST PLACE AS I AM, TO THIS DAY, NOT MENTALLY ILL.

I WON MY CASE IN COURT AND WAS AWARDED ALMOST 100K BACK IN 2006 - ALL GONE NOW  THROUGH 35 PERCENT ATTORNEY FEES, OLD DEBTS, HOUSE REPAIRS, NEEDED CLOTHES AND, YES, BOGUS DOCTOR BILLS FOR NUMEROUS EMERGENCY ROOM VISITS DUE TO NUMEROUS DRUG INDUCED PANIC ATTACKS THAT WERE HORRIFIC AND SIMPLY LASTED FOR, SOMETIMES, 12 OR MORE HOURS. THEY WERE ALMOST EVERY DAY AND ACCOMPANIED BY TERRIBLE FEELINGS OF PARANOIA.
BOTH THE PANIC ATTACKS AND PARANOIA HAVE COMPLETELY DISAPPEARED SINCE I STOPPED TAKING THESE " GOVERNMENT  GUINEA PIG " DRUGS OVER 2 YEARS AGO. AS A MATTER OF FACT, THESE FEELINGS WERE GONE WITHIN ABOUT 4 WEEKS AFTER STOPPING WHEN I BEGAN THIS BLOG OVER 2 YEARS AGO. MY LATEST BLOOD SUGAR
READING WAS - I'M BACK FROM TAKING MY BLOOD SUGAR  RIGHT NOW AND, GOOD
LORD - IT'S 455!! I'M DEFINITELY INSULIN SHOT MATERIAL NOW BUT, OF COURSE, NOT GETTING ANY ASSISTANCE.. I CALLED THE DAYTON GOVERNMENT VA HOSPITAL THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY BUT, NATURALLY, NO CALL BACK - BERT THE TURTLE AGAIN. I CALLED THE VA TELECARE NURSE AND GAVE HER THE INFO ABOUT IT. THIS
NURSE WAS THE FRIENDLIEST NURSE I'VE TALKED TO IN YEARS - A REAL BLESSING ON THE PHONE. THIS NURSE WAS FROM OUT OF STATE AND NOT IN DAYTON.

I HAD A BAD BOUT YESTERDAY OF MY FAHR'S DISEASE WITH A TON OF PAIN IN MY HEAD, BACK. MUSCLE CRAMPING IN LEGS, TORSO, ARMS, AND PROFUSE SWEATING FOR ABOUT 5 HOURS. YEAH, MY BLOOD SUGAR USUALLY GOES UP AFTER THESE BOUTS WHICH ARE GETTING MORE FREQUENT. EVERYTHING IS IN GOD'S HANDS FOR ME ANYMORE WITH FAHR'S AND PROBABLY MY NOW INSULIN SHOT NEEDED MOVING INTO TYPE 1 DIABETES.

2. I HAVE FOR ABOUT 4 YEARS HAD PERIODS OF BLACK-OUTS/SLEEP WALKING WHERE I WALK AROUND THE HOUSE AND DO GOOFY THINGS LIKE  " STACKING NAPKINS, DISH TOWELS, ACTUALLY FIXING MEALS, YOU WHO SLEEPWALK KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. I'M LOOKING INTO IT FURTHER. I KNOW I NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE. BY THE WAY, I'M UP ALL NIGHT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF THE PAIN I HAVE - PROBABLY BOTH THE FAHR'S DISEASE AND DIABETES ON THIS BOUT. 

UPDATE ON BATMAN: HE IS STILL EATING, GIVES ME TONS OF AFFECTION, AND SLEEPS A LOT LIKE CATS DO. HE'S STILL NOT RECOVERED  YET. I'M DOING THE BEST I CAN - NO THANKS TO UNCLE SAM OR THE  Feline  Bashing  Incorporated   ( FBI ) - JERKS!

BATMAN IS LAYING IN MY LAP RIGHT NOW LICKING AND CHEWING MY FINGERS WHILE PURRING UP A STORM.

THIS MORNING, APRIL 19TH, 2012 AT 10:40 A.M. EST - BLOOD SUGAR WHOPPING 454. HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEP WALKING FOR SOME TIME NOW -  ABOUT 4 YEARS AGO WHEN IT FIRST STARTED - IT COMES AND GOES. WHEN SLEEP WALKING IN PAST, I DISCOVERED RECENTLY I WAS ON OTHER SITES ON THE INTERNET I WOULD DEFINITELY NOT BE ON IN A WAKENED  STATE. I DELETED THESE THINGS AS MUCH AS I COULD - I KNOW A NUMBER OF THEM ARE " NOT "  MY ENTRIES. A COUPLE OF MY OLD, EARLIER FACE BOOK PICTURES ARE FLOATING AROUND TOO ON SITES I ELIMINATED THAT ARE NOT OF MY DOING. I'VE BEEN MESSED WITH PRACTICALLY SINCE I GOT ON THE INTERNET FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER BACK IN MAY, 2009 TO DEFEND MYSELF FROM UNCLE SAM  (DID NOT KNOW ABOUT THE GREAT GOVERNMENT INVOLVEMENT THEN)/FELONY CLUB/SUPPORTERS & FRIENDS. FOLKS, I'M NOT REALLY COMPUTER LITERATE. I COULD HAVE PEOPLE HACKED INTO MY COMPUTER AND MORE VIRUSES THAN A FLU WARD IN A HOSPITAL AND I WOULD BE UNAWARE. I'VE HAD CREDIT CARD EXPENDITURES ONLINE ( PROBABLY $1,000 -$2,500 ) I DON'T REMEMBER MAKING FOR SITE MEMBERSHIP FEES WHICH, AS FAR AS I CAN, HAVE CANCELED. MY CREDIT SCORE HAS BEEN DECIMATED IN THE PAST - PROBABLY UNCLE SAM -  WITH THINGS LIKE A FRAUDULENT $17K UNPAID DEBT TO CHASE BANK. I GOT IN TOUCH WITH CHASE BANK AND STRAIGHTENED THAT OUT - HAVE THE LETTER ABOUT THIS - I NEVER HAD A LOAN FROM CHASE BANK IN THE FIRST PLACE! THE BEAT GOES ON FOLKS. I'VE HAD MY REPUTATION ATTACKED FOR YEARS WITH THE TRASH TALK ABOUT ME BEING A RAVING LUNATIC, CRIMINAL MIND WHEN I HAVE NO CRIMINAL RECORD, SEX LIFE, RELIGIOUS BELIEFS, ETC. THE FACTS ARE:  I'M DYING OF FAHR'S DISEASE; I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A LAW ABIDING CITIZEN EXCEPT, WHEN I WAS A PRACTICING ALCOHOLIC I DID DRIVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE UNTIL I GOT MY ONLY DUI ( SO FAR, AS WE SAY IN AA ) BACK ON JANUARY 19, 1989:  BY MY OWN CHOICE I'VE BEEN CELIBATE FOR 16 YEARS SIMPLY BECAUSE I DID A LOT OF " SKIRT CHASING " WHEN I USED TO DRINK AND NOW STAY IN MY HOUSE AT NIGHT 99.9 PERCENT OF THE TIME  WITH MY TWO CATS: THE GOD I WORSHIP IS JESUS CHRIST AND, NO, I DON'T THINK I'M HIM LIKE HAS BEEN PASSED AROUND ABOUT ME IN THE PAST.

FOLKS, THE NUMEROUS MOOD ALTERING PSYCH DRUGS I WAS TESTED ON OVER 20+ YEARS AS FAR AS I CAN TELL, ARE JUST PLAIN TERRIBLE. I WAS GIVEN A LOT OF
"  FREEBIES " FROM DOCTORS I'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THEY WERE. I WAS VERY SICK MUCH OF THE YEARS WITH DRUG INDUCED PANIC ATTACKS, EXTREME INSOMNIA,
FEAR/PARANOIA, LETHARGIC, BI-POLAR MOOD SWINGS THE PRIMARY ONES. ALL ARE GONE SINCE, LIKE I MENTIONED EARLIER, I GOT AWAY FROM USING THEM.I DO STILL HAVE ANXIETY, BUT THAT IS COMING FROM MY FAHR'S DISEASE. ALTHOUGH I NEVER HAVE BEEN PERMITTED TO HAVE A TOTAL COPY OF MY MEDICAL RECORDS - AGAIN, HIGHLY ILLEGAL - I HAVE DOCUMENTED PROOF OF JUST SOME OF THE PSYCH DRUGS AND BENZOS I RECEIVED FOR 6+ YEARS -  MAY OF 2000 THROUGH 2007. AGAIN, THESE ARE JUST A FEW. I'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE " FREEBIES " WERE, AND I GOT THOSE NUMEROUS TIMES.  SOME OF THESE DRUGS INCLUDE: MANY TIMES, THESE WERE GIVEN TO ME AS MUCH A 5 OR 6 DIFFERENT ONES AT A TIME, THEN ABRUPTLY TAKEN OFF OF THEM, AND SWITCHED TO SOMETHING ELSE CAUSING MY HEAD TO GO UP AND DOWN LIKE A YO-YO. HOWEVER, BY THE GRACE OF GOD, MY MEMORY REMAINED INTACT AS IT DOES TO THIS DAY ON THESE MATTERS.

LITHIUM,  PROPRANOLOL,  EFFEXOR, VALIUM, RISPERDAL, ZYPREXA, CARBAMAZEPINE, CELEXA, CLONAZEPAM, KLONOPIN, THORIZINE, SEROQUAL, -

FOLKS, I'M GOING TO HAVE TO LOOK UP THE OTHER  MEDICATIONS ON THE INTERNET
TO SEPARATE THE DIABETES/BLOOD PRESSURE DRUGS FROM " TEST DRUGS." I'VE GOT
THEIR MEDICAL NAMES ON MY FORMER DRUG STORE PRINT-OUT. ONCE I HAVE THEM,
I'LL LIST THE OTHERS FOR YOU.

ALSO, WHILE I WAS SITTING AT THE COMPUTER, THE MESSAGE BLOCK LIT UP ON MY PHONE FROM THE DAYTON, OHIO VA 1-937-268-6511. THE WOMAN GAVE HER NAME AS VICKY AND SAID SHE WAS CALLING FROM SPRINGFIELD, OHIO. THIS NUMBER IS DAYTON AND NOT SPRINGFIELD. SPRINGFIELD'S VA NUMBER IS 1-937-328-3385 - LYING RIGHT AT THE VERY BEGINNING.. THEY STILL ARE PLAYING GAMES. I HAVE BEEN GIVEN A MAY 10, 2012 APPOINTMENT WITH DR. APOLONIO WHEN I HAVE EXPLICITLY,
REPETITIVELY TOLD THE GOVERNMENT & FBI I WILL ONLY SEE THEM AFTER I HAVE RECEIVED MY 115K IN RESTITUTION STOLEN FROM MY FATHER'S ESTATE.

WELL,  I GUESS THIS POSTING WILL BE LENGTHY TOO. I SURE WISH I HAD THE MONEY TO SKEDADDLE SOMEWHERE ELSE, ENGLAND, SCOTLAND, AUSTRALIA, BUT THEY HAVE BLED ME DRY EXCEPT FOR MY 60K HOUSE. I CAN'T GO FAR ON THAT.  IT'S REALLY BAD WHEN THEY DO THINGS TO ME THAT, INADVERTENTLY, ARE KILLING ONE OF MY CATS - THAT'S NUTS! I WISH I COULD DIE IN RELATIVE PEACE. I'M NOT GOING TO GET IT HERE. THAT'S OBVIOUS. I'LL KEEP YOU POSTED, DEAR READERS. I'M STILL LOOKING FOR  " ROD SERLING! "

I KNEW THIS WAS A LOSING BATTLE - SOME TOTALLY UNKNOWN COMMONER IN AMERICA STANDING UP TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT FOR THEIR GROSS HARM AND FELONIOUS ABUSE OF A CITIZEN. HOWEVER, I AM NO COWARD. I HAVE TOLD THE COMPLETE TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND, OF COURSE THEY WOULD LIKE TO WRING MY NECK. THEY PROBABLY WILL - I'M ONE AGAINST ALL OF THEM.
I'M NOT AFRAID. I HAVE MY GOD, JESUS CHRIST, TO GO TO. I  ONLY WORRY ABOUT MY TWO CATS BEING LEFT BEHIND IF THIS TRANSPIRES. IT'S STILL GOD'S WILL AND NOT THEIRS IF IT DOES HAPPEN. I TALKED THE PRIOR NIGHT TO A VA TELECARE NURSE ABOUT MY BLOOD SUGAR, TOOK AN OVER THE PHONE TRIAGE, AND TALKED TO HER AT LENGTH ABOUT THE ABUSE I HAD BEEN SUBJECTED TO. I HAVE CALLED THE VA AND REMOVED MYSELF FROM THEIR PATIENT LIST. THEY STILL WANT TO TRY AND CONCEAL THE HORRIFIC THINGS DONE TO ME AND WOULD STILL LIKE TO PUT ME AWAY SOMEWHERE OUT OF SIGHT. I'VE BEEN TOLD IN THE PAST BY THEIR VERY SELVES. THE FBI IS NOTHING BUT A BUNCH OF TAG ALONG WIMPS AND, BELIEVE ME, I'VE RAKED THEM OVER THE COALS FOR HOW THEY HAVE RESPONDED. THEY REALLY HAVE BEEN GOVERNMENT KISS-UPS TO WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO ME. THEY HAVE DUCKED AND COVERED AND, AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, CAN STICK THEIR HEADS IN THE PROVERBIAL COMMODE AND FLUSH!

THIS ENTRY MADE 04/24/2012 AROUND 9:30 P.M. EST.  I AM ELIMINATING THE VA MOOD PROGRAM ENTRIES AS I RECEIVED FORMS IN THE MAIL FOR THE VA MOVE PROGRAM. I'LL. STATE THIS: EVEN IF MY ANSWERING MACHINE GARBLED THE WORD " MOVE " AND MADE IT SOUND AS  " MOOD. "  UNCLE SAM IS STILL PULLING THE " DUCK AND COVER" PLOY. THEY THINK THAT BY PRETENDING TO ACT LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED THAT IT WILL ALL GO AWAY. WELL, NOT THIS TIME, FOLKS!

OF COURSE I CANCELED THE MAY 10 APPOINTMENT AND TOLD THE VA I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING WITH THEM ANYMORE. IF UNCLE SAM IS GOING TO END UP MURDERING ME, AND IF IT'S GOD'S WILL, SO BE IT. SURE, I WISH I WAS A CELEBRITY OR SOME RICH PERSON WHO PEOPLE KNEW ABOUT AND WOULD COME TO THEIR AID. THEN I COULD BE RESCUED OUTRIGHT AND LIVE OUT THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE WITH FAHR'S DISEASE SOMEWHERE ELSE. BUT I'M NOT. I'M JUST A OVERWEIGHT, 58 YEAR OLD  CAUCASIAN  UNKNOWN COMMONER MAN DYING OF A GENETIC DISEASE , AND A FINANCIALLY IMPOVERISHED ONE AT THAT - A GRAIN OF SAND ON THE BEACH. IF THEY GET ME, THEY'LL CERTAINLY EXPUNGE/HIDE THE STUFF THEY'VE DONE TO ME, DESTROY AND ALTER MEDICAL RECORDS, ETC. HOWEVER, THEY DID NOT COUNT ON ME COMPILING THIS BLOG. THE TRUTH HAS GOTTEN OUT. AGAIN, THE CAT IS OUT OUT OF THE BAG AS I PREVIOUSLY WROTE, HAD KITTENS, AND THE KITTENS HAVE MOVED OUT ACROSS THE GLOBE. BOY, ARE THEY EVER MAD ABOUT THAT! NO, THERE'S NO RESCUE I CAN SEE FOR ME BUT, AT LEAST POSSIBLY GETTING MURDERED BY THEM WILL BE QUICKER THAN DYING ALONE AND UNATTENDED/NOT MEDICATED FOR FAHR'S DISEASE IN ITS' FINAL STAGES. I'LL KEEP YOU POSTED, DEAR READERS. THEY HAVE REALLY TORN ME APART, FOLKS. HOPEFULLY, THIS BLOG MAY PREVENT OTHERS FROM SUFFERING THE SAME FATE AS I HAVE. I DO HOPE SO. I'VE HAD FRIENDS IN THE PAST, ALCOHOLICS/ADDICTS IN RECOVERY, WHO HAVEN'T FARED SO WELL.

ONE FINAL THING,

MY NAME IS  DAVID STICKLE AND I LIVE IN  OHIO USA
                          MY E-MAIL IS:   dstickle1@woh.rr.com  AGAIN IT'S  dstickle1@woh.rr.com

I AM ALSO ON FACEBOOK


APRIL 19, 2012 AT 11:17 P.M.

I SAID I WOULD PROVIDE A LIST OF THE DRUGS I KNOW OF FOR A PERIOD OF  6+ YEARS THE  GOVERNMENT/PRIVATE SECTORS WERE GIVING ME. THERE ARE 29 COMBINATION OF PSYCH, BENZOS, ANTI-CONVULSIVE ,OTHER MOOD-ALTERING TYPES OF DRUGS ADMINISTERED TO ME, SWITCHED, TAKEN OFF, PLACED BACK ON,
AND GIVEN TO ME SOMETIMES 5 DIFFERENT DRUGS AT ONCE THAT LITERALLY KEPT MY HEAD IN A STATE OF ABSOLUTE DRUG INDUCED MOOD SWINGS, PANIC ATTACKS, DEPRESSION,.FEAR AND PARANOIA. THESE WENT AWAY AFTER GETTING AWAY FROM THESE DRUGS AND, FOR SOME REASON, MY MEMORY OF WHAT TRANSPIRED BACK THEN AND HOW I WAS TREATED HAS ALWAYS REMAINED VIRTUALLY INTACT.  MY 2
ALCOHOLIC SLIPS, 1 NIGHT IN APRIL 2003 AND THE OTHER JULY 4TH, 2004 CAME DURING THE HEIGHT OF THIS TIME. THESE  WERE BOTH " ONE NIGHTERS' AND, BY THE GRACE OF GOD, DID NOT RESULT IN ME HAVING A RELAPSE.

I WAS SIMPLY AN OPEN MOUTHED DRUG GUINEA PIG FOR UNCLE SAM WITH THE PRIVATE SECTOR TO DO AS THEY PLEASED, AND THEY DID. HERE ARE THE 29 DRUGS I KNOW OF. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE " FREEBIES " WERE. I HAD DRUG TESTING THAT I KNOW OF FROM REPRESENTATIVES FOR ZYPREXA/ELI LILLY, AND FOR THE DRUG COMPANY THAT MANUFACTURES RISPERDAL. AGAIN, I SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD ANY OF THESE DRUGS. I DEFINITELY CALL MYSELF A DRUG ADDICT IN ADDITION TO BEING AN ALCOHOLIC ANYMORE BECAUSE OF ALL THE PRESCRIPTION DRUGS I USED. YES, " I " PUT THEM IN MY MOUTH, BUT I WAS LIED TO AND TOLD I HAD A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE IN MY BRAIN AND THAT THEY WOULD HELP. I SIMPLY TRUSTED TOO MUCH AND WAS VERY NIEVE BACK THEN.

THE DRUGS I KNOW OF ARE: LITHIUM,  PERPHENAZINE 8MG, CLONAZEPAM 2MG TWICE A DAY, TRAZODONE, ZYPREXA 20MG DAY FOR OVER 2 YEARS, LIBRIUN, VALIUM 5MG,
LORAZEPAM 1 & 2MG DAY, THORIZINE 25MG DAY ( ADMINISTERED BY DR. AMARJEET BIRDI WITH CLONAZEPAM 4MG DAY WHO PRACTICES ON EDWIN C. MOSES BLVD, DAYTON OHIO - ABOUT DID ME IN), EFFEXOR 75MG & HIGHER DOSAGE 3X DAY, RISPERDAL 1MG INCREASED TO 2MG DAY, DEPAKOTE 2000MG DAY, ABILIFY, KLONOPIN,SEROQUEL 200MG DAY, LAMICTAL, TEMAZEPAM, TRILEPTAL, PROPRANOLOL FOR ANXIETY, NAPROXEN FOR UINCONTROLLABLE SWEATING I HAD BEGINNING 5 YEARS AGO, TOPOMAX, SERTRALINE, BENZATROPINE, FLUOXETINE, TUSSIONEX PENNKINETIC CONTAINS OPIATE HYDROCODONE, LEXAPRO, SKELAXIN,
TRILEPTAL 300MG, PREDNISONE 20MG IN CONJUNCTION WITH ZYPREXA BOTH GIVEN BY DR. JEFF BLACKBURN, AND CELEXA 20MG.

AGAIN, I WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE " FREEBIES " WERE, OR THE MEDICATIONS I RECEIVED WHEN I OVERDOSED FROM THESE INSANE COMBINATION WHEN I WOULD END UP IN THE LOCAL MENTAL HEALTH DUE TO THESE DIFFERENT COMBINATION EFFECTS IN JULY 2004,  JANUARY & AGAIN IN MARCH 2007 DURING THIS PARTICULAR 6+ YEARS. 

NOW, TO BATMAN. HE IS TURNING FOR THE BETTER - UP AND AROUND A LOT MORE AND EATING A LOT MORE. I'LL KEEP YOU INFORMED, DEAR READERS. HE IS MUCH MORE ALERT TODAY. RIGHT NOW, HE'S FLOPPED IN HIS FAVORITE MAROON RECLINER ZONKED OUT AFTER EATING EARLIER AND NUZZLING/PLAYING WITH ME. HE LOVES TO CHASE A RED LASER LIGHT - GOES NUTS OVER IT.

AS FOR MY MEDICATIONS, I WON'T BE GETTING ANY. HECK! I WASN'T GETTING WHAT
I NEEDED ANYWAY! LISINOPRIL, METFORMIN, GLIPIZIDE, NEURONTIN, ETC WILL GO BY WAY OF THE DINOSAUR. AGAIN, I WASN'T GETTING  WHAT I NEEDED ANYWAY. I PLACE MY HEALTH  IN THE HANDS OF DR. JESUS WHO IS BETTER THAN ALL OF THE HUMAN DOCTORS COMBINED. I'VE RECEIVED NOTHING BUT VILE ABUSE AND, FRANKLY, I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THE AMERICAN HEALTH CARE SYSTEM DOING WHAT THEY'VE DONE TO ME.

APRIL 22, 2012  AT 7:44 A.M.

THERE IS AN INTERESTING FIRM THAT HAS JUST, AS OF YESTERDAY,GOTTEN MY
ATTENTION. IT VERY POSSIBLY IS JUST COINCIDENCE BUT GOT MY INTEREST BECAUSE IT HAS MY NAME LISTED ON ITS' SITES. THIS FIRM IS CALLED UNITED7, AND IS LOCATED AT 30 IRVING PLACE, NEW YORK, NY 10003 FOUNDED IN 1996. ITS' NUMBER IS 1-212-209-1600. IT SIMPLY GOT MY INTEREST BECAUSE ONE OF ITS' MAIN DIRECTORS IS A PSYCHIATRIST SPECIALIZING IN BEHAVIORAL PSYCHOLOGY, THEY WANT TO HIRE PEOPLE WHO MUST HAVE EXTENSIVE KNOWLEDGE IN HEALTH CARE,
MY NAME APPEARS ON THEIR SITE, AND MY NAME PLUS PICTURE OF MY BLACK CAT I CALL BATMAN IS ON A SITE RELATED TO UNIT7.

IT IS UNCLEAR AS TO EXACTLY WHAT THESE PEOPLE DO - AGAIN - PERHAPS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ATROCITIES DONE TO ME. I HAVE CANCELED OUT BEING A PATIENT OF THE VETERAN'S ADMINISTRATION AS OF 3 P.M. EST ON APRIL 20, 2012 BY A TELEPHONE CALL TO VA CENTER, 512 SOUTH BURNETT ROAD, SPRINGFIELD, OHIO 45505, TELEPHONE NUMBER 1-937-328-3385, AND SENT WRITTEN NOTIFICATION AS OF TODAY PLUS AM POSTING THIS HERE.

PLEASE NOTE: I HAVE TO COME BACK AND EDIT THE SPELLING IN MY POSTS MORE FREQUENT NOW BECAUSE MY HANDS ARE BOTH SUFFERING FROM MUSCLE RIGIDITY AND I CAN TYPE WITH ONLY 1 FINGER.  


                

GOVERNMENT EFFECTS KILLING MY DEAR CAT

ENTRY ON APRIL 28, 2012 AT 7:15 P.M. EST - I WOULD SAY NOW THAT MY DEAR PET, BATMAN, IS BACK TO HIS OLD SELF. HE IS EATING LIKE HE USED TO, PLAYS LIKE HE USED TO, AND LAYS AROUND LIKE HE USED TO. HE IS BACK TO WAKING ME UP AT 3 OR 4 A.M. IN THE MORNING BY LICKING AND NIPPING ME ON THE CHIN AND NOSE, BUMPING ME IN THE FACE WITH HIS HEAD, AND LOTS OF VERY LOUD PURRING. I OWE THIS TO THE GOD I WORSHIP, JESUS CHRIST, AND TO MY FANTASTIC VET WHO JESUS WORKED THROUGH TO GET HIM EATING AGAIN WITHOUT NEEDING THE REALLY SPECIALIZED TREATMENT IN ANOTHER FACILITY  WHERE HE WOULD HAVE REQUIRED A FEEDING TUBE IN HIS STOMACH, AND A LARGE SUM OF MONEY.  THANKS TO UNCLE SAM BLEEDING ME DRY TO THE LAST CENT ON MY LATE FATHER'S ESTATE OF 115K, I WOULD HAVE HAD NOTHING TO SPEND FOR THIS. JESUS STEPPED IN AND PUT A STOP TO THAT, HOWEVER. JESUS HAS ALSO HELPED MY MUCH IN THE PAST WITH FINANCES WHEN THEY HAVE BEEN PULLED FROM ME - A VERY LARGE AMOUNT AS A GIFT THIS PAST SUMMER WHICH ALLOWED ME TO PAY OFF A LOT OF PAST MEDICAL ( MANY BOGUS ) DEBTS, TRUE DEBTS, INCREASE MY HOME VALUE BY A GOOD SUM THROUGH REMODELING/REPAIRING AND, MOST OF ALL, BE ABLE TO HAVE PREPAID FINAL FUNERAL ARRANGEMENTS FOR MY MOTHER OF WHICH I AM BEING ILLEGALLY PREVENTED FROM SEEING. OH YES, THE FBI AND LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT KNOWS ABOUT EVERYTHING ( I'VE SENT THE FBI OVER 50 E-MAILS IN THE PAST 2 1/2 MONTHS ALONE) AND THEY JUST SIT ON THEIR FAT HAUNCHES AND LET UNCLE SAM AND THE LOCALS PLAY MERRILY ALONG. AGAIN, GOD WILL JUDGE THEM IN THE END, AND ANYONE WHO SUPPORTS THEM. IN THE FUTURE, I WILL COMPRISE A BLOG THAT DETAILS ALL OF THE THINGS THE GOD I WORSHIP, JESUS CHRIST, HAS DONE  TO PROTECT ME. THIS BLOG IS STRICTLY FOR THE FELONIOUS THINGS UNCLE SAM AND THE PRIVATE SECTORS OF THE AMERICAN HEALTH CARE SYSTEM PLUS THEIR SUPPORTERS HAVE DONE TO ME. IT IS NOT A COMPLAINT LIST, OR A MOAN AND GROAN LIST. IT IS TRUE, FELONIOUS ATROCITIES AND BLATANT LIES INFLICTED UPON ME THAT SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN DONE. I NEVER, NEVER BETRAYED THE U.S. GOVERNMENT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND TO THIS VERY DAY WHY THEY BETRAYED ME.
PLEASE READ ON TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED WITH BATMAN. THANK YOU.

I AM ENTERING THIS AT 9:12 P.M. EST APRIL 26, 2012 - BATMAN, THANKS TO THE GOD I WORSHIP, JESUS CHRIST, IS MIRACULOUSLY NEAR COMPLETE RECOVERY. HE'S DOING GREAT AND EATING WELL ONCE AGAIN.  HE'S UP AND ABOUT AND AWAKENING ME AT 3 OR 4 A.M. IN THE MORNING LICKING AND NIPPING ME ON THE CHIN, NOSE, AND THEN JUST SITTING ON MY CHEST 19 POUNDS DEAD WEIGHT AND PURRING LOUDLY AND NUZZLING MY FACE. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY DUE TO JESUS WORKING THROUGH MY FANTASTIC VET AND THEN BY HIS OWN SUPERNATURAL SELF TO HEAL HIM. AGAIN, ACTIONS OF THE GOVERNMENT KEEPING ME IN POVERTY ( $1,128 A MONTH DISABILITY FOR FAHR'S DISEASE) BY TAKING EVERY SINGLE CENT OF MY LATE FATHER'S ESTATE  OF 115K AND LEAVING ME WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING NEARLY KILLED THIS DEAR PET. ONLY THE LORD'S INTERVENTION SAVED HIM. AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, NO UNCLE SAM FACTIONS OR ALL OF HIM CAN EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE THE GOD I WORSHIP, JESUS CHRIST. THAT GOES FOR YOU TOO, FBI ( Feline Bashing Incorporated). DUCK AND COVER, GUYS! BATMAN LIVES - NO THANKS TO YOU IDIOTS!
BY THE WAY, MATILDA IS IN FELINE CAT HEAVEN OVER HAVING HER " BOYFRIEND " BACK.

THE CONTINUED RECOVERY OF BATMAN IS DEFINITELY DR. JESUS AT WORK. MY GREAT VET HAS DONE ALL SHE CAN AND I CAN AFFORD NO MORE. THE LORD HAS CONTROL NOW.
 
BATMAN CONTINUES TO RECOVER FROM FATTY LIVER DISEASE AS OF THIS EVENING OF APRIL 22, 2012. HOWEVER, THANKS TO DEAR " SAMMY ", I HAVE NO MONEY TO GET BATMAN  TO HIS WEDNESDAY, APRIL 25TH  VET APPOINTMENT FOR CHECKING HIS BLOOD. I CAN'T EXPECT THE VET TO DO THINGS FOR FREE. DO THAT IN ANY BUSINESS AND THAT'S CALLED BANKRUPTCY! I'LL PLACE MY TRUST IN DR. JESUS NOW. MY DEAR VET HAS DONE EVERYTHING SHE REALLY CAN DO ANYWAY.  SHE'S FANTASTIC!
PLEASE READ ON ABOUT HOW THE GOVERNMENT ACTIONS  AGAINST ME HAVE PLACED MY DEAR PET CAT'S LIFE IN PERIL. THEY REALLY DO NOT CARE - INCLUDING THE FBI. 

PLEASE NOTE: I HAVE A MIRACLE VET I KNOW GOD AS I BELIEVE, JESUS CHRIST, WORKS THROUGH. BATMAN IS HOME WITH ME AS OF TODAY AND RECOVERING
WITHOUT A FEEDING TUBE IN HIS STOMACH. HE IS EATING AGAIN. HE HAS HAD NUMEROUS DOSES OF AMPICILLIN AND, FOR MIRACLE REASONS, THE TIDE IS TURNING FOR HIM. HE'S STILL NOT OUT OF THE WOODS YET. I WILL HAVE HIM BACK WITH MY DEAR LADY VET IN 10 DAYS - MORE BLOOD WORK  GENERAL CHECK-UP,
AND PROBABLY BACK TO HER AFTER THAT. CHANCES OF HIS COMPLETE RECOVERY ARE NOW GOOD - NO THANKS TO THE FBI ( Feline Bashing Incorporated ) OR " SAMMY."
THIS ENTRY IS MADE APRIL 16, 2012 AT 9:49 EST IN OHIO, USA

GOVERNMENT EFFECTS OF STEALING MY 115K FATHER'S ESTATE WILLED TO ME - MY CAT HAS A LIFE THREATENING DISEASE AND I AM FLAT BROKE. HE WILL DIE WITHOUT
TREATMENT. I'LL HAVE TO HAVE HIM PUT DOWN - PROBABLY MONDAY,  HE'S A BIG BABY LESS THAN 4 YEARS OLD.  THANKS, UNCLE SAM, FBI, FELONY CLUB! ANIMAL
KILLERS! ONLY GOD CAN HELP NOW, AND HE MAY DO SO.

HI FOLKS. THIS HAS REALLY GOTTEN JUST PLAIN FILTHY FROM UNCLE SAM, FBI, AND THE FELONY CLUB.  MY VERY, VERY DEAR PET CAT I CALL BATMAN HAS JUST BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH WHAT'S CALLED FATTY LIVER DISEASE. YOU CAN READ ABOUT IT ON THE INTERNET. IT IS DEFINITELY A VERY LIFE THREATENING DISEASE AND REQUIRES EXPENSIVE, SPECIAL TREATMENT. HE NEEDS A TUBE IN HIS STOMACH TO BE FORCE FED TO GET A GOOD CHANCE TO CLEAR THIS UP. HE'S ALREADY LOSING WEIGHT, NOT EATING, SOME VOMITING,  AND EXTREMELY LISTLESS. PAST DOCTORS AROUND HERE NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT HIM HAVING BAD TEETH. THANK GOD I HAVE A TERRIFIC VET NOW WHO SAW THIS AND HAS BEEN TOTALLY PERFECT IN TAKING CARE OF MY 2 CATS- BATMAN AND MATILDA. MATILDA ALMOST SUCCUMBED TO POISONING FROM IAMS CAT FOOD - YEAH - IAMS CAT FOOD. THIS FANTASTIC LADY VET DIAGNOSED IT RIGHT AWAY AND MATILDA NOW EATS PURINA ONE PLUS CANS OF FANCY FEAST AND HAS RECOVERED WELL. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY PUT IN THAT IAMS ANYMORE. I'LL NEVER FEED AN ANIMAL WITH THAT TRASH AGAIN. I DIDN'T EVEN THROW THE IAMS HARD CAT FOOD TO THE BIRDS. I THREW IT IN THE TRASH.

NOW, I GET TO MY DEAR, NOW DOWN FROM 19.5 POUNDS TO 17.9 POUNDS IN JUST 2
WEEKS BATMAN. HE WON'T SURVIVE WITHOUT TREATMENT. MY VET DOESN'T DO THE OPERATION TO PLACE A FEEDING TUBE IN HIS STOMACH WHICH HE NEEDS. TREATMENT IS EXPENSIVE AND REQUIRES ABOUT 6 TO 7 WEEKS TO RECOVER. I WOULD HAVE EASILY HAD PLENTY OF FUNDS TO TAKE CARE OF HIM IF I HAD BEEN HONESTLY GIVEN MY FATHER'S ESTATE . HOWEVER, SINCE IT WAS STOLEN FROM ME BY PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT ( NO LIST OF CREDITORS MAILED TO ME BY MY SO-CALLED LAWYER WHO ONLY REFUNDED MY ATTORNEY FEES WHILE HE AND NUMEROUS OTHERS ( I DO KNOW THAT - THE NURSING HOME TOO WHERE MY MOTHER IS) ATE UP EVERY LAST SINGLE PENNY.

BECAUSE OF THEM DOING THIS TO ME, I HAVE NO FUNDS AT ALL TO TREAT BATMAN. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO PUT THIS DEAR CAT I RESCUED FROM THE ANIMAL SHELTER DOWN - PROBABLY MONDAY OR AT LEAST NEXT WEEK. I WON'T LET HIM SUFFER. IT'S ONLY BEEN ABOUT THREE YEARS I'VE HAD HIM. I CAN'T DESCRIBE THE BOND WE HAVE - IT IS SO GOOD. I'VE HAD GREAT CATS IN MY LIFE, BUT NONE EVER WITH THE TOTAL LOVE AND AFFECTION HE'S HAD WITH ME. HE LITERALLY WILL GET ON MY LAP, CLIMB UP ON MY SENIOR AGE FAT STOMACH, AND THROW HIS BIG BODY ACROSS ME RIGHT UNDER MY NECK. HE WILL PURR LIKE CRAZY, LICK ME ON MY CHIN WITH HIS ROUGH TONGUE, NIP ME ON THE NOSE WITH HIS TEETH, SHOVE HIS HEAD BACK TO MY FACE WITH FORCE SO I CAN KISS HIM REPEATEDLY ON HIS HEAD, TURN AROUND AND NUZZLE ME ON MY CHEEKS, AND THEN LAY HIS BIG HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND GO TO SLEEP FOR A WHILE. BATMAN IS TRULY AN AMAZING ANIMAL - NEVER HAVE I SEEN OR HAD A LITTLE GOD CREATED CREATURE SHOW SO MUCH TOTAL LOVE AND DEVOTION. AGAIN, THANKS TO THESE WORTHLESS MONSTERS, I WILL NOW LOSE MY CAT AFTER ONLY ABOUT 3 YEARS.

I CONTACTED THE FBI NUMEROUS TIMES ABOUT RESTITUTION FROM THE STOLEN ESTATE, LET THE VA KNOW TOO NUMEROUS TIMES. ALL I'VE GOTTEN IS THE " BERT THE TURTLE " TREATMENT. YOU REMEMBER BERT THE TURTLE FROM THE 1950'S NUCLEAR WAR ADS? YEAH, ALL I'VE GOTTEN FROM THEM IS THAT THEY " DUCK AND COVER."  WELL, WHEN I WAS IN THE NAVY FOR 4 YEARS IN THE EARLY TO MID 70'S ,
WE SAID THE DUCK AND COVER WORDS TOO. ONLY WE ADDED ON THE TRUTH TO IT.
WE SAID, " DUCK AND COVER! NOW, KISS YOUR ASS GOOD-BYE!" WELL, YOU CAN KISS YOUR ASS GOOD-BYE ON KEEPING ALL OF THIS FROM THE PUBLIC. THE WHOLE WORLD IS ON IT NOW, AND IT'S SURPRISING HOW MANY PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD ARE VIEWING A COMMONER, FINANCIALLY POOR, UNKNOWN PERSON'S
PLAIN PERSONAL BLOG STRICTLY ABOUT WHAT'S BEEN DONE TO HIM. MY BLOG MAY BE PLAIN WITH NO PICTURES, FANCY LAYOUTS, ETC. HOWEVER, IT'S 100 PERCENT FACT. THERE IS NO DELUSION, HALLUCINATIONS, LA LA LAND FANTASIES, OR
ANY PSYCHOSIS. SINCE I STOPPED TAKING ALL THE HORRIBLE PSYCH MOOD ALTERING DRUGS BACK IN JANUARY OF 2010, THINGS HAVE CLEARED UP - NO MORE DRUG INDUCED MOOD SWINGS, SEEING SNAKES ON MY FLOOR, FIREWORKS WHENEVER I CLOSED MY EYES, AND DOUBLE VISION. MY EFFECTS FROM FAHR'S DISEASE ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT AND FEEL TOTALLY DIFFERENT.  

WELL, UNCLE SAM, THE VA, THE FELONY CLUB, THE FBI, CIA, WHOEVER IS INVOLVED IN RUINING MY LIFE BOTH WHEN USING ME AS AN UNKNOWING GUINEA PIG AND NOW SINCE I CAUGHT YOU WITH YOUR HANDS IN THE COOKIE JAR,  I SIT HERE TYPING THIS POST WITH MY USUAL LEFT INDEX FINGER SINCE MY HANDS ARE NOW PRETTY MUCH PARALYZED . HOWEVER, I HAVE MANAGED TO RAISE MY RIGHT MIDDLE FINGER AND, HYPOTHETICALLY, SHOVE IT UP YOUR NOSES! YOU JERKS HAVE ACTUALLY BECOME RESPONSIBLE FOR MY CAT'S PROBABLE DEATH. OH, I KNOW YOU DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THINGS LIKE BATMAN WHEN YOU TOOK EVERYTHING AND EVEN TRIED TO GET MY HOUSE ( I'D BRING IN A BUNCH OF WILD BIKERS AND LET THEM TRASH THE HOUSE BEFORE ANY OF YOU FELONY CLUB MEMBERS GET THIS HOME.)

SPEAKING OF BIKERS AND BRIEFLY CHANGING TO A JOKE I HEARD:

QUESTION: WHAT IS A 6 WORD SENTENCE THAT GUARANTEES DEATH FROM THE HELL'S ANGLES?

ANSWER:     I'M HERE TO REPOSSESS YOUR BIKES!


I'M TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD WITH LOSING BATMAN. HE'S REALLY BAD AND, LIKE
I SAID, I WON'T LET HIM SUFFER. NOBODY WILL GIVE ME A LOAN ON MY HOUSE
BECAUSE " SAMMY " AND THE FELONY CLUB HIT ME WITH SO MANY BOGUS MEDICAL BILLS, DID NOT PAY THE ONES THEY SAID THEY WOULD PAY IN THE PAST, AND THE GOVERNMENT ACTUALLY SCREWED UP MY CREDIT RATING WITH A PHONY SO-CALLED $17,000 CHASE BANK UNPAID DEBT ( I GOT THAT CLEARED UP WITH CHASE AS I HAD NO ACCOUNT WITH THEM AT ALL). YEAH, MY RATING IS POOR BECAUSE OF THIS. I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A LOAN TO COVER BATMAN BUT NOT WITH A RATING BELOW 600 LIKE THEY DID A FEW YEARS AGO. EVEN THOUGH THEY DIDN'T PLAN THIS WHEN WASTING MY FINANCES, THEY ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR ME NOT BEING ABLE TO TREAT BATMAN.

HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT, ASPCA AND ANIMAL RIGHTS ACTIVISTS? MY CAT WILL DIE
BECAUSE OF THEIR ACTIONS - EVEN THOUGH THEY DIDN'T CONSCIOUSLY PLAN THIS.  THEIR EFFECTS FROM DOING THIS TO ME HAVE CAUSED THIS. GREAT JOB! GOVERNMENT,FBI, FELONY CLUB, NURSING HOME, SUPPORTERS AND FRIENDS! HEY, THERE'S A BUNCH OF CUTE KITTENS ACROSS THE STREET. WHY DON'T YOU COME OUT IN YOUR CARS AND RUN OVER THEM! AS RUTHLESS AS YOU'VE BEEN, MAYBE YOU CAN FIND A LITTLE YORKIE OR LITTLE JACK RUSSEL AND RUN OVER THEM TOO - YOU DIRT BAGS! I KNOW GOD DIDN'T APPROVE AT ALL, BUT I'M VERY GLAD I E-MAILED YOU AND GAVE YOU TONS OF FOUR LETTER WORDS. I SINCERELY MEAN  EVERY ONE OF THEM TO YOU PLUS THE WHITE HORSE YOU RODE IN ON -  ANIMAL KILLERS!

ANIMAL KILLERS - THAT'S WHAT EFFECT YOUR ACTIONS TO ME HAVE DONE. YOU ARE KILLING A POOR, DEFENSELESS LITTLE CREATURE WHO HAS BEEN CREATED BY GOD ALMIGHTY AND, LIKE MYSELF, NEVER DID A THING TO HAVE YOU INADVERTENTLY DO THIS. NOW I KNOW THE GOVERNMENT DOESN'T CARE IF THEY';RE CRUEL TO ANIMALS BY THEIR CRIMINAL ACTIONS . YOU';RE ALL REALLY BRAVE DOING TO ME WHAT YOU'VE DONE AND, NOW, A DEAR LITTLE PET! THAT'S ANOTHER THING GOD WILL HAVE ON THE LIST TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT. HE DOESN'T LIKE PEOPLE HARMING ANY OF HIS CREATIONS IN THE MALICIOUS WAY YOU'VE DONE.

I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I HAVE IN THIS WORLD, DEAR READERS. MY FAHR'S DFISEASE IS REALLY TAKING ITS' TOLL ON MY PHYSICAL HEALTH. I'M GETTING A FEW CHEST  PAINS AND, JUST RARELY, A SHORTNESS OF BREATH - NOTHING HORRIBLE YET - BUT I'M WATCHING IT. THE LAST TIME WAS CARRYING A LOAD OF LAUNDRY DOWN TO THE BASEMENT. THAT WAS A WEEK AGO. I'LL WATCH MYSELF ABOUT DOING ANY STRENUOUS WORK. PUTTING IN A NEW COMMODE ON THE BACK PORCH REALLY DID ME IN A MONTH AGO. I WAS WEAK AND WRACKED WITH BURNING PAIN IN MY BACK AND HIPS. I HAVE LEARNED TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF SINCE THE VA/GOVERNMENT WON'T TREAT ANY OF MY SYMPTOMS FOR FAHR'S. I REFUSE TO TELL THE 2 LONG TIME OUT OF STATE AA MEMBERS WHO ARE THE DOCS WHO REVEALED MY TRUE DISEASE PLUS THE HORRIFIC TREATMENT I WAS GETTING FROM THE GOVERNMENT. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL DOCS ACTUALLY ADMIT GOVERNMENT INVOLVEMENT SINCE THEN AND THEY HAD BEEN IN ON HARMING ME IN THE PAST. YEAH, FELONY CLUB, YOUR DAYS OF FUN ARE DONE. I KNOW AND YOU KNOW I KNOW. EVERY DIRTY, FILTHY DEED YOU DO OR CAUSE WILL BE NOTED AND RECORDED BY GOD HIMSELF. YEP, YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE MINE FOR JUDGMENT. YOU BELONG TO GOD. YOU'RE ALL HIS!!!

I WASN'T GOING TO MAKE A 24TH POSTING, BUT WHAT HAS BEEN CAUSED EFFECTS DONE TO MY CAT AND NO STOLEN RESTITUTION OFFERED WHEN I TOLD THEM ABOUT BATMAN DYING HAS MORE THAN WARRANTED IT. EARLIER TODAY, I LITERALLY E-MAILED THE CINCINNATI  FBI ( I KNOW THEY REALLY DESPISE ME AND KNOW I'M NOT FEARFUL OF ANY OF THEM), GOVERNMENT , FELONY CLUB AND FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS TO COME OUT AND MURDER ME WITH ALL OF THEIR FANCY GUNS. I TOLD THEM I WOULD BE ON THE PORCH. I DO THIS BECAUSE I'M REALLY QUITE PHYSICALLY SICK AND, DO TO MY CHRISTIAN BELIEFS, DON'T FEAR DEATH. I'VE BEEN THREATENED SEVERAL TIMES THAT I SHOULD BE KILLED, AND HAVE HAD A COUPLE OF ATTEMPTS. HOWEVER, THEY KNOW THAT, AFTER GOING PUBLIC AND INTERNATIONAL,  MANY WILL KNOW. TRUTHFULLY, MY PHYSICAL HEALTH IS GETTING TO THE POINT I FEEL I MIGHT NOT MAKE IT ANOTHER YEAR. THIS WILL, I'M SURE, PUT A SMILE ON THESE FELONY CLUB MEMBER'S LIPS. UNFORTUNATELY FOR THEM, IT WILL BE GOD WHO DECIDES MY TIME OF DEPARTURE. I DO NOT FEAR THE END/DEATH WE WILL ALL FACE UNLESS THE RAPTURE ( MY PERSONAL BELIEFS) COMES FIRST. MY BELIEF IS JESUS CHRIST, AND I  KNOW I'M SAVED BY HIM AND WILL GET TO SERVE HIM ETERNALLY.  I BELIEVE IN THE HOLY BIBLE 100 PERCENT. I NEVER CLAIM TO BE A SAINT - NO WAY. I AM, THOUGH, SAVED BY JESUS. MY PERSONAL BELIEFS CARRY ME EVERY DAY, AND I LOOK FORWARD TO BEING IN HIS PRESENCE FOR ALL ETERNITY., I HAVE NO FEAR FOR THESE PEOPLE ANY MORE. I AM A LAW ABIDING TERMINALLY ILL SENIOR CITIZEN 58 YEARS OLD. THERE ARE TIMES I CAN HARDLY WALK, AND THEN TIMES I CAN. THEY CAN SHOW THEIR " BRAVERY " ANYTIME THEY WANT TO. I AM NOW UNAFRAID.

ONCE AGAIN, YOU ARE CRUEL MONSTERS FOR CAUSING ME TO NOT HAVE MONEY
TO TREAT MY DEAR PET. GOD HELP ALL OF YOU! YOU NEED IT! I HAVE PRAYED TO GOD TO HELP BATMAN. GOD CAN DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IF IT'S HIS WILL.

PLEASE NOTE: YOU CAN SEE A PICTURE OF BATMAN TAKEN AROUND THIS PAST CHRISTMAS ON MY FACE BOOK. JUST LOOK UP UNDER MY NAME - DAVID STICKLE
AND YOU'LL SEE BATMAN.

ABOUT " MY MEDICAL TRIP THROUGH HELL"

PLEASE NOTE: DUE TO ADDITIONAL CIRCUMSTANCES, I HAVE ADDED 2 MORE POSTS SINCE THIS ONE.

IT IS MY STRONGEST HOPES THAT, WITH THE COMPILING OF THIS BLOG,  OTHERS IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA WILL BE PREVENTED FROM SUFFERING A SIMILAR FATE AS I HAVE. MY TRUE DISEASE IS KILLING ME NOW. SO, THERE'S NOTHING I FEAR
ANYMORE. IT IS NOW INTO THE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE READ THIS SINCE I BEGAN IN EARLY 2010 - PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD.

TO RECEIVE THE EFFECTIVENESS OF THIS BLOG, ONE NEEDS TO GO TO THE VERY FIRST ENTRY BACK AT THE BEGINNING OF 2010 AND READ IN ORDER FROM THERE UP TO THIS CURRENT POSTING AFTER FIRST READING IT. ADDITIONALLY, IT IS MOST ADVANTAGEOUS FOR THE READER TO LOOK UP THE SPECIFIC LISTED DOCTORS ON DRSCORECARD, AND TO READ EACH ONE. THEY ARE ALL OHIO DOCTORS.NUMEROUS OTHER MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS ARE INVOLVED. HOWEVER, TO ACCOUNT FOR EVERY INSTSANCE OF ABUSE I'VE RECEIVED FOR OVER 2 DECADES, IT WOULD NOT ONLY BE REPETITIVE BUT CONSIDERABLY LONGER THAN THESE 23 POSTS.


THE FACT THAT THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN IN ON THIS WAS REVEALED TO ME JUST LAST SUMMER OF 2011. I HAD STRONGLY SUSPECTED THIS PRIOR TO THEN, BUT WAS NEVER TOLD UNTIL THIS TIME. AS A RESULT, THE TRUE TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE I HAVE IS  FAHR'S DISEASE - MEDICAL TERM IS FAMILIAL IDIOPATHIC BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION.  I WAS INFORMED I WAS USED AS A MEDICAL TEST SUBJECT. I DON'T KNOW WHY, AND I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO KNOWLEDGE AND NEVER WOULD HAVE GIVEN ANY FREE WILL CONSENT TO SUCH ATROCITIES. I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF EXACT MEDICAL TEST SUBJECT EITHER.
I KNOW THE GOVERNMENT HAS USED UNKNOWING TEST SUBJECTS BEFORE - LIKE THE ILL-FATED SAILORS EXPOSED TO THE NUCLEAR TESTS AT BIKINI ATOLL AROUND 60 YEARS AGO.

I HAVE, ON MANY INSTANCES, HAD TO ACQUIRE THE DOCUMENTS I DO HAVE VIA
STEALTH. I HAVE BEEN OPENLY REFUSED TO THIS VERY DAY A TOTAL, CONCISE,
COMPLETE COPY OF MY MEDICAL RECORDS FROM EITHER GOVERNMENT OR
PRIVATE SECTOR DOCTORS OR FACILITIES. THIS ALSO INCLUDES THE ADDENDA -
LITTLE NASTY GRAMS BETWEEN DOCTORS ABOUT THEIR PATIENTS THEY DON'T LIKE
SIMILAR TO CHILDREN PASSING SECRET NOTES BACK AND FORTH TO EACH OTHER IN GRADE SCHOOL. I HAVE PROOF SUCH ADDENDA ARE ADDED ON TO MY RECORDS.

MY MEDICAL TRIP THROUGH HELL IS AN ABSOLUTELY TRUTHFUL ACCOUNT OF JUST SOME OF THE ATROCIOUS ABUSE I HAVE RECEIVED FROM THE GOVERNMENT, MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS, FRIENDS/SUPPORTERS, AND FACILITIES COMPRISING THE UNITED STATES HEALTH CARE SYSTEM. WHY THIS WAS DONE TO ME, I'LL PROBABLY NEVER KNOW. I DO NOT HAVE ANY CRIMINAL RECORD AND NEVER OPPOSED THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT IN ANY WAY. I AM A RECOVERED ALCOHOLIC, BUT HAVE BEEN SOBER FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I HAD ONE DUI (" SO FAR" AS WE SAY IN AA)  BACK IN 1989, BUT NEVER ANYTHING ELSE. THE REAL DISEASE I HAVE, FAHR'S DISEASE, IS GENETIC AND SOMETHING I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT - EXCEPT DIE FROM IT!  THE ABUSE STARTED A GOOD 2 DECADES AGO - LONG BEFORE I EVER STOOD UP TO ANYONE AND LONG BEFORE THE INTERNET CAME INTO PLAY. AS FOR MYSELF, I JUST BECAME ACTIVE WITH A CURRENT PC AND THE INTERNET AS OF 05/2009. I DID THIS BECAUSE, AT THAT TIME,  I HAD NO IDEA WHY I WAS BEING ABUSED AND EVEN HAVING MY VERY LIFE THREATENED ON MORE THAN ONE INSTANCE. 

THINGS ARE MUCH CLEARER NOW. I KNOW MUCH OF THE TRUTH NOW - ESPECIALLY SINCE I RAN INTO A COUPLE OF VERY HONEST DOCS WHO TOLD ME WHAT WAS GOING ON. I MAY NEVER KNOW THE REASON OR REASONS BEHIND THE TREATMENT I HAVE RECEIVED, BUT I CERTAINLY KNOW I AM NOT IN THE LEAST THE CAUSE OF THE EFFECTS. SO FAR, I'M NOT NUTS LIKE ALL OF THE TRASH TALK HAS BEEN SAYING ABOUT ME. I NOW HAVE DOCUMENTED RECORDS SHOWING I HAVE FAHR'S DISEASE.
SOME OF THE VERY DOCTORS AND FACILITIES HAVE NOW ADMITTED THE TRUTH,  NOT ONLY IS THE CAT OUT OF THE BAG, BUT IT HAS HAD KITTENS AND THEY ARE GOING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE - ALL OVER THE FOUR CORNERS OF THE WORLD.

MY NUMBER ONE REASON FOR WRITING MY HORRIFIC ACCOUNTS IS, TRUTHFULLY,
NOT REVENGE. OH YEAH, I'M MAD AS ALL HELL. THOUGHTS DO ENTER MY MIND OF VIOLENT RETALIATION - SURE THEY DO. MY LIFE HERE ON EARTH HAS BEEN RUINED
AND, BY GOD ALMIGHTY, IT HAS BEEN THROUGH NO FAULT OF MY OWN. THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PREDATORY MONSTERS, AND, I'LL PROBABLY NEVER KNOW THE TOP ONES WHO STARTED HAVING ME USED THIS WAY. HOWEVER, GOD KNOWS, AND HE WILL BE THEIR JUDGE AS I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN.

NO, MY NUMBER ONE REASON FOR WRITING THIS ACCOUNT IS SO UNSUSPECTING PEOPLE LIKE I USED TO BE CAN BE MADE AWARE THAT THINGS LIKE THIS GO ON RIGHT HERE IN AMERICA, AND THAT THIS MAY POSSIBLY PREVENT OTHERS FROM SUFFERING THE SAME OR SIMILAR FATE AS I HAVE. I HOPE THESE PEOPLE RESPONSIBLE CAN FIND SALVATION AS WELL.  ETERNITY IS A LONG TIME TO SPEND IN HELL.

I'M DYING FOLKS. FAHR'S DISEASE IS MARCHING ON WITH ME. I'VE GOTTEN ALL OF THESE 23 POSTS DOWN BEFORE STARTING INTO ALZHEIMER'S. THERE WILL COME A TIME, IF IT IS GOD'S WILL, WHERE I WON'T EVEN BE CAPABLE OF WRITING MY OWN NAME. I MAY GO ANOTHER 6 MONTHS BEFORE I START LOSING IT, MAYBE A YEAR, MAYBE 5 YEARS. HOWEVER, THE END IS INEVITABLE WITH THIS UNTREATABLE, GENETIC BRAIN DISEASE. THAT IS: I'LL BE MEETING THE LORD JESUS TO BEGIN SERVING HIM IN HEAVEN FOR ALL ETERNITY. I DON'T DESERVE IT, BUT HE TOOK MY PLACE ON THE CROSS.  IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF THIS INFINITE ACT OF LOVE FROM GOD ALMIGHTY THAT I KNOW WHERE I'LL BE AFTER I DIE. THE SAME CAN HAPPEN TO EVERYBODY. THIS IS MY RELIGIOUS BELIEF THAT HAS KEPT ME GOING THROUGH ALL
OF THIS AND, NOW, MAKES ME UNAFRAID OF DYING.

PLEASE NOTE: THINGS THAT HAVE CHANGED FROM THE BEGINNING OF THIS BLOG IN EARLY 2010 UP TO THIS FINAL ENTRY HAVE INCLUDED 2 MAJOR POINTS:

1. IN THE BEGINNING, I REALLY WAS SHOOTING IN THE DARK AS TO WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME. I KNEW I DID NOT HAVE ANY OF THE FRAUDULENT, MALICIOUS
MENTAL DISORDERS THAT WERE BEING SPREAD AROUND ABOUT ME. I KNEW THIS BECAUSE, ONCE I GOT AWAY FROM THE SLEW OF PRESCRIPTION DRUGS I HAD BEEN TAKING FROM ALL OF THESE DOCTORS, THINGS LIKE DEPRESSION, MOOD SWINGS,
INSOMNIA WENT AWAY TO WHERE THEY ARE MINIMAL AS OF TODAY. I DO HAVE ANXIETY AND SOME DEFINITE PROBLEMS WITH SHORT TERM MEMORY. I GOT ILL FOR ABOUT 7 WEEKS BACK IN DECEMBER 2011 AND JANUARY 2012 WITH SEVERAL SEIZURES AND A GOOD DEGREE OF DISORIENTATION/DEMENTIA. THESE HAVE GONE BACK INTO SOME KIND OF REMISSION SINCE ABOUT THE FIRST WEEK OF FEBRUARY.
MY MENTAL STATUS RIGHT NOW IS OK - NOT PERFECT - BUT OK. I'M ABLE TO FUNCTION. ONE OTHER THING - MY SPELLING HAS BECOME TERRIBLE. I WOULD BE SUNK WITHOUT SPELL CHECKING. I HAVE ALSO LOST SPONTANEITY AND A LOT OF MY WORD VOCABULARY (  COMMAND OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE ). I HAVE TO THINK THINGS OUT NOW AND WRITE OUT LISTS. I, SO FAR, HAVE ADAPTED.
THE THING THAT HAD ME KNOW FROM THE VERY BEGINNING I HAD SOME ACTUAL PHYSICAL ILLNESS  WAS ALL OF THE PAIN, MUSCLE CRAMPING, BURNING SENSATION IN MY ARMS,. LEGS. MUSCLE STIFFNESS/RIGIDITY DEVELOPING IN MY HANDS AND FEET, THE HEADACHES AND BACK PAIN, THE EXTREME FATIGUE, THE EPISODES OF UNCONTROLLABLE SWEATING EVEN IN THE WINTER MONTHS, THE NUMBNESS ALL OVER MY BODY, MY BAD GAIT DISTURBANCE, MY LOSS OF COORDINATION, AND A GOOD DEGREE OF CHOKING, GAGGING, VOMITING AND DIARRHEA NOW AT LEAST SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK. I ALSO NEED TO USE A CANE ABOUT HALF THE TIME TO STEADY MYSELF.
SO, KNOWING SOMETHING WAS REALLY PHYSICALLY WRONG WITH ME AND KNOWING IT WAS BEING DELIBERATELY WITHHELD FROM ME AT LEAST SINCE AUGUST OF 2008 WHEN A CAT SCAN REVEALED CALCIFICATION ON THE LEFT BASAL
GANGLIA WHEN I WAS 54 ( FOLLOWED UP WITH 2 VERY REVEALING MRI'S BY APRIL,
2009) I FEEBLY SET TO WORK TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT I HAD. I CAME UP WITH WHITE MATTER DISEASE AND MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS. I WOULD HAVE NEVER,NEVER
GUESSED FAHR'S DISEASE. UNTIL GOD HAD 2 HONEST DOCS TELL ME MY REAL DIAGNOSIS, I HAD NEVER HEARD OF SUCH A DISEASE. THE MEDICAL TERM " FAMILIAL IDIOPATHIC BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION "  WAS SOMETHING I HAD NEVER EVEN SEEN AND WOULDN'T HAVE UNDERSTOOD BACK THEN ANYWAY. THANKS TO THE 2 GREAT, HONEST DOCS GOD SENT ALONG TO SECRETLY TELL ME THE TRUTH AND SHOWING ME HOW TO READ THE CAT SCAN ( BASAL GANGLIA CALCIFICATION ON LEFT IS PRINTED RIGHT ON THE REPORT - I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANT BEFORE)
PLUS MRI'S ( WHAT " INFARCT " MEANS, CHRONIC SMALL VESSEL ISCHEMIA,
SUB-CORTICAL, ATROPHY, AND THINGS LIKE T-1, T-2 TERMS) . I WOULD HAVE NEVER
KNOWN THE TRUTH TRYING TO FIND IT ON MY OWN. SINCE THEN, UNCLE SAM HAS HAD TO ADD IT ON TO MY MEDICAL RECORDS SINCE JULY 14, 2011 BUT, OF COURSE,
WITH ONE OF HIS LITTLE " NASTY GRAM " ADDENDA SECRETLY ATTACHED TO IT IN MY VA RECORDS. I DO HAVE COPIES  OF THAT SMALL PART OF MY GOVERNMENT MEDICAL RECORDS SHOWING THIS. THEY STILL WON'T RELINQUISH ANYWHERE NEAR MY COMPLETE,  FROM START TO FINISH, MEDICAL RECORDS AS WILL ANYONE ELSE.

2. THE SECOND POINT THAT HAS CHANGED SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THIS BLOG 2 YEARS AGO IS, OF COURSE, KNOWING THE GOVERNMENT HAS BEEN IN ON ALL OF THIS ALL ALONG. I'VE SIMPLY GOTTEN A NUMBER OF ADMISSIONS SINCE THE TRUTH ABOUT MY DISEASE HAS BEEN REVEALED TO ME. ALTHOUGH THEY HAVE TRIED TO GET ME TO SAY WHO THE 2 DOCS ARE, BOTH DOCS SINCERELY REQUESTED THAT, SINCE THEY ARE BOTH LONG TERM MEMBERS OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, TO PLEASE RESPECT THEIR ANONYMITY. I SHALL CARRY THEIR NAMES TO MY GRAVE.
NO FBI, I'M NOT TELLING YOU EITHER. BUZZ  OFF!  I HAD MY SUSPICIANS ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BEING INVOLVED BUT NEVER TOLD BY THEM UNTIL ABOUT A YEAR AGO.  NATURALLY, THEY HAVE TOLD ME THEY WILL NOT OFFER ME ANY TREATMENT
WHATSOEVER. THIS WOULD BE FOR THE SYMPTONS OF FAHR'S SINCE THE DISEASE ITSELF IS, CURRENTLY, UNTREATABLE.

WHAT IS RIGHTFULLY MINE AND WAS STOLEN -FELONY CLUB, SUPPORTERS, GOVERNMENT AT IT AGAIN

AS I WROTE BEFORE, MY DEAR FATHER PASSED AWAY DECEMBER 31, 2010  IN SUCH A SUPERNATURAL WAY THAT IT COULD HAVE ONLY COME FROM THE LORD JESUS. AFTER HIS PASSING, THE FELONY CLUB AND THEIR SUPPORTERS ATTACKED HIS MODEST 118K ESTATE LIKE SHARKS  IN A FEEDING FRENZY  - WHICH IS WHAT THEY USUALLY ARE ANYWAY. THEY DEPRECIATED THE ESTATE, THEY ADDED COMPOUNDING INTEREST CHARGES ON HIS DEBTS, A LOAN OFFICER IN HIS BANK ACCUSED ME OF FORGING MY MOTHER'S NAME TO HER CHECKS ( A SUPPORTER OF THE FELONY CLUB AND TOLD BY MY THEN 84 YEAR OLD MOTHER AFTER THE ACCUSATION THAT " SHE IS FULL OF CRAP" ), THE PROBATE JUDGE, WHO KNEW WHO I WAS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL AND NEVER LIKED ME BECAUSE OF SOMETHING MY DECEASED BROTHER DID THAT LOCAL PEOPLE BORE FALSE WITNESS AGAINST ME AND SAID I DID IT TOO (  MY BROTHER WAS  GUILTY OF ARSON - I WAS ENLISTED IN THE NAVY AND DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT, AND THE JUVENILE COURT JUDGE AT THE TIME I WAS 17 ACQUITTED ME OF THE CHARGE) APPOINTED A GUARDIAN AD LITEN GOING ALONG WITH ALL THE TRASH TALK AROUND HERE ABOUT ME BEING NUTS BY THE FELONY CLUB. THE END RESULT WAS THAT NOTHING WAS LEFT OF THE ACTUAL ESTATE AFTER EVERYONE FED ON IT LIKE
SWINE AT THE TROUGH.  THE NURSING HOME WHERE MY MOTHER IS AT IS RESPONSIBLE FOR MY FATHER MAXING OUT LOANS ON HIS HOUSE TO THE BANK TO THE TUNE OF OVER 61K. THE HOUSE, IN DISREPAIR AT THE TIME OF HIS DEATH ( HE WOULD NOT LET ANYONE UPDATE IT, AND, IT WAS HIS PROPERTY) SOLD FOR JUST 42K BECAUSE OF THIS. THE ADDITIONAL MONEY DUE TO THE BANK WAS PROVIDED FROM THE ESTATE. THEY WOULD NEVER HAVE NEEDED THIS MONEY IF IT HADN'T BEEN FOR THE NURSING HOME HARASSING AND INTIMIDATING MY FATHER OVER FEES TO THE POINT HE WOULD\ CRY IN FRONT OF ME ABOUT IT. THIS WAS BEING DONE IN THE LAST 6 MONTHS OF HIS LIFE EVEN THOUGH THEY KNEW THE PREVIOUSLY DECLINED MEDICAID APPLICATION FOR MY MOTHER WAS GETTING REVERSED AND THEY GOT ALL OF THEIR DUE MONEY.  CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS WITH THE FELONY CLUB HAVE PREVENTED ME FROM SEEING MY MOTHER SAYING THAT, AS USUAL, I'M NUTS. THEY HAVE, IN THE NOT VERY DISTANT PAST, EVEN HAD A LARGE, MUSCULAR MAINTENANCE MAN ACTING AS A THUG WHO WOULD BE IN THE PARKING LOT OF THE NURSING HOME WHEN I ARRIVED TO SEE MY MOTHER. MY FATHER WAS ALIVE THEN,
AND I WOULD LET HIM IN. SHORT OF ME MURDERING BRIAN ( MAINTENANCE MANS'
NAME AT THAT TIME) WITH A FIREARM , I WAS EFFECTIVELY PREVENTED FROM GOING IN. I DID GET IN CHRISTMAS OF 2010 AND, AFTER MY FATHER DIED, SAW MY MOTHER REGULARLY UNTIL AUGUST 2011 WHEN I FINISHED SIGNING ALL THE NECESSARY FORMS THAT TOOK THIS LONG TO COME IN FOR MY MOTHER'S CARE AFTER MY FATHER'S DEATH. SHE IS BEING WELL CARED FOR, BUT THEY HAVE TOLD ME TO STAY
AWAY. THE ADMINISTRATOR, SHAUN, ACTUALLY LAUGHED RIGHT AT ME WHEN I TOLD THE STAFF OVER THERE WHAT WAS REALLY WRONG WITH ME ABOUT FAHR'S DISEASE. HE IS AN AVID MEMBER OF THE FELONY CLUB AND SUPPORTS THEM 100 PERCENT WITH REGARDS TO MYSELF. AGAIN, SHORT OF ME RESORTING TO EXTREME VIOLENCE, I HAVE BEEN PREVENTED FROM SEEING MY OWN MOTHER. THIS IS NO FALSEHOOD. IT IS FACT, AND I KNOW THAT THEY WOULD DENY IT PUBLICLY.  I HAVE REMAINED AWAY SINCE THE FIRST PART OF AUGUST FOR 2 REASONS. FIRST, THEY SAID MY MOTHER WOULD BE WELL CARED FOR ( IMPLYING STRONGLY FOR ME TO STAY AWAY - ANOTHER INCIDENT FROM THE ONE MENTIONED ABOVE). SECOND, MY PHYSICAL HEALTH HAS DIMINISHED TO THE POINT WHERE MY MOTHER, IF SHE IS STILL COHERENT, WOULD BE EXTREMELY UPSET AND DEVASTATED OVER MY CONDITION. IT COULD CAUSE HER HORRIBLE EMOTIONAL ANGUISH. MUCH TO THE DISMAY OF THE FELONY CLUB, I HAVE MADE PREPAID FINAL ARRANGEMENTS FOR MY MOTHER AS SHE TOLD ME YEARS AGO HOW SHE WANTED THEM. IT IS SIGNED, SEALED, AND PAID FOR WITH A LOCAL FUNERAL PARLOR. BOY,IS THE FELONY CLUB AND THEIR SUPPORTERS REALLY PISSED OFF OVER THAT.  THEY HAVE WANTED ME TO LOOK SO BAD THAT I COULDN'T/ OR PERHAPS WOULDN'T EVEN TAKE CARE OF MY MOTHER AT THE VERY END, AND THE CITY OR SOMEONE ELSE WOULD HAVE TO DO DO IT. GOD ABOVE KNOWS, I'VE DONE MY VERY BEST TO CARE FOR MY FATHER AND MY MOTHER. THESE MONSTERS WILL ALL FACE JUDGMENT BY GOD ON HIS DAY OF JUDGMENT. HE WILL, AGAIN, DO A MUCH BETTER JOB THAN MYSELF.

WITH MY DETERIORATING HEALTH, I CONTACTED A PLACE THAT ADVERTISED ASSISTED LIVING APARTMENTS, PETS WELCOME, AND FREEDOM TO COME AND GO AS YOU PLEASE IN LAS VEGAS. I WAS TOLD BY THEM THAT THE APARTMENTS ARE REALLY NICE, I COULD HAVE MY TWO CATS, AND I COULD DEFINITELY GO OUT ANYTIME I WANTED TO. I DON'T GAMBLE. LAS VEGAS IS LOADED WITH AA MEETINGS AND, BEING A RECOVERED ALCOHOLIC, WAS GOING TO GO TO SEVERAL A DAY FOR FRIENDSHIP AND FELLOWSHIP AND, OF COURSE, TO STAY ON THE WAGON. THEY TOLD ME I COULD GET AN ASSISTED LIVING APARTMENT FOR $2,100 A MONTH, AND THAT THE VA WOULD PROVIDE UP TO AN ADDITIONAL $1,700 A MONTH. I CONTACTED THE VA WHO SAID THEY WOULD NOT TREAT ME FOR MY FAHR'S DISEASE SINCE I WOULD NOT DISCLOSE THE NAMES OF THE TWO DOCTORS WHO WERE HONEST, SINCERE, AND TOLD ME THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH MY HEALTH,  THINGS BEING DONE TO ME, AND EVEN GOVERNMENT INVOLVEMENT ( I'VE BEEN TOLD THAT BY A FEW DOCTORS WHO WERE AGAINST ME SINCE THE TRUTH ABOUT ME HAVING FAHR'S DISEASE.). THE VA JUST SENT ME A DOCTOR AGREEMENT THAT I HAVE FAHR'S DISEASE, AND INITIALED IN AGREEMENT ALL OF THE SYMPTOMS I HAVE FROM IT.  JUST TODAY, THE FACILITY IN LAS VEGAS SENT ME A LARGE INTRODUCTORY PACKAGE ABOUT THEIR PLACE. I HAD NOT HEARD FROM THEM FOR OVER A MONTH EVEN THOUGH I HAD E-MAILED THEM IN THE MEANTIME.

I CALLED THEM IMMEDIATELY AND TURNED THEM DOWN. EITHER THEY LIED TO ME
THEMSELVES, OR SOMEONE HAD TOLD THEM TO LIE TO ME ( IT WAS A REFERRAL SERVICE WHO STEERED ME IN THEIR DIRECTION). FOLKS, I DID A LITTLE CHECKING ON MY OWN. THEIR NICE APARTMENT FOR $2,100 IS JUST A SINGLE ROOM WITH A SMALL BATHROOM - A NURSING HOME ROOM - NOT AN APARTMENT AT ALL. IT'S OBVIOUS THEY WOULD NOT ALLOW ME TO HAVE ANY PETS IN SUCH A VERY SMALL,CONFINED SPACE. FINALLY, YOU MAY OR MAY NOT BE ABLE TO COME AND GO AS YOU PLEASE.
SOMEONE CAN EVALUATE YOU AND, IF THEY SAY SOMETHING ADVERSE, YOU CAN'T GO OUT BY YOURSELF. THEY COULD ALSO SAY YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF PETS AND REMOVE THEM THIS WAY TOO. BOLOGNA!!

I'VE HAD ENOUGH TOMFOOLERY. THE VA AND OTHER GOVERNMENT FACTIONS WOULD HAVE, QUITE OBVIOUSLY, HAD THE TIME TO BE IN CONTACT MORE THAN ONE TIME WITH THIS PLACE. THEY ARE NOT GOING TO PLACE ME IN AN ELDERLY NURSING HOME  WITH STRANGERS IN THEIR 80'S AND I JUST TURNED 58. I HAVE BEEN KEPT AWAY FROM MY SOON TO BE 85 YEAR OLD MOTHER WHO I PRAY FOR EVERY DAY AND, YES, CRY OVER TOO  (THEY BETTER BE DAMN WELL GLAD THAT I'M NOT NUTS YET). LIKE HELL WILL I BE CONFINED TO AN ELDERLY NURSING HOME - ESPECIALLY AFTER THE DEALINGS WITH MY FATHER'S ESTATE.

I, JUST IN THE PAST 30 HOURS,  HAVE E-MAILED A SERIES OF LETTERS TO THE CINCINNATI FBI OFFICE WHO, IN THE PAST, JUST SAT BY AND WATCHED THE FELONY CLUB MESS WITH ME WHILE THEY KNEW THE TRUTH ABOUT MY FAHR'S DISEASE.  SINCE THEY ARE THE GOVERNMENT, A VERY HIGH FACTION, THAT I HAVE WRITTEN THEM GOBS OF TIMES BEFORE,  AND THAT THEY KNOW I AM ABSOLUTELY UNAFRAID OF THEM,  I HAVE LAID OUT TO THEM THE EXACT THINGS I DEMAND  IN ORDER FOR THE VA/UNCLE SAM TO CONTROL MY MEDICAL TREATMENT, KEEP AN EYE ON ME  (FOR SOME REASON THEY WANT TO), AND TO MONITOR ME UNTIL I DIE FROM FAHR'S DISEASE. IT CONSISTS OF A 55 - 60 K HOME/MANUFACTURED HOME IN A DIFFERENT STATE I'VE TOLD THEM ABOUT, PAYING OFF MY DEBTS, A NEW CAR IN THE 30K RANGE, A 1K CHECK, PAID RELOCATION EXPENSES,  TO NAME SOME. IT ALL ADDS UP TO ABOUT 115K - ALMOST EXACTLY WHAT WAS STOLEN OUT OF MY LATE FATHER'S ESTATE. THIS AMOUNT IS RIGHTFULLY MINE AND WAS STOLEN. I DEMAND IT BACK AND YOU, FBI, GET IT DONE! YOU'VE YAPPED IN THE PAST ABOUT HOW YOU CAN DO ANYTHING. DO IT! PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE YOUR MOUTH IS. AGAIN, MINE IS ALREADY LAYING ON THE TABLE. IT HAS BEEN FOR A LONG TIME. YOU GOVERNMENT GUYS JUST DON'T LIKE GETTING CAUGHT WITH YOUR HAND IN THE COOKIE JAR.

SURE, THESE CLOWNS CAN MURDER ME. HOWEVER, THEY KNOW I AM NOT AFRAID TO DIE. I'M ALREADY A DEAD MAN WALKING IMPRISONED IN A BODY THAT IS DETERIORATING AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT.  I'LL GO TO MY LORD AND SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST, AND THOSE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DEATH WILL BE GUILTY OF MURDER IN THE EYES OF GOD ALMIGHTY. AGAIN, I SAY TO THE FBI AND GOVERNMENT FACTIONS INVOLVED. GIT-ER-DONE!!! GIVE ME THE ITEMS I HAVE STIPULATED TO YOU THAT ADD UP TO THE MONIES STOLEN OUT OF MY FATHER'S
ESTATE,.

FOLKS, THIS IS NOT BLACKMAIL. THIS IS RESTITUTION FOR MONIES STOLEN!!

P.S. IF YOU JUST DO NOTHING, THAT WILL SHOW YOUR GUILT TOO. EVERYBODY'S
GOING TO KNOW " WHO DONE IT" IF I GET KILLED OR DISAPPEAR TOO. I AM DEMANDING ITEMS THAT TOTAL UP TO THE AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT IS RIGHTFULLY
MINE AND NOTHING MORE. I'VE BEEN TOLD IN THE PAST THAT THE GOVERNMENT CAN DO ANYTHING THEY WANT. FINE! DO THIS!

MORE BLATENT HARASSMENT/DECEPTION

THIS ENTRY IS BEING MADE FEBRUARY 14, 2012. MY 2000 CHEVROLET S-10, BLACK WITH LICENSE NUMBER DA99LA, HAS BEEN STOLEN
SINCE FEBRUARY 1, 2012 BY JAMES EDGAR GREENE, BORN JUNE 25, 1972, SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER 286-86-6374. I HAVE REPORTED IT
TO THE SPRINGFIELD, OHIO POLICE DEPARTMENT 6 TIMES SINCE 6 A.M. FEBRUARY 1, 2012. NONE OF MY REPORTS I HAVE MADE HAVE
EVER BEEN ACTED UPON OR FILED BY THE SPRINGFIELD, OHIO POLICE OR PASSED ON TO THE CITY PROSECUTOR'S OFFICE. ALSO, I JUST
HAD A SPRINGFIELD POLICE OFFICER GIVE ME A LINE THAT I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS STOLEN TRUCK IF SOMEONE WRECKS IT. THAT,
OF COURSE, IS FALSE AND, OBVIOUSLY, IS DUE TO THE CIRCUMSTANCES I HAVE CREATED THIS BLOG FOR.

SINCE THE TAKING OF IT BY JAMES GREENE ON JANUARY 31, 2012, HE HAS USED DRUGS AGAIN ( MY AA SPONSOR AND I WERE 12 STEPPING HIM
AND TRYING TO HELP HIM QUIT WHEN HE COMMITTED THIS CRIME) AND ENDED UP IN SPRINGFIELD, OHIO MENTAL HEALTH WITH SOME OF
THE "FINE" FELONY CLUB MEMBERS INCLUDING DR. MARK SMITH AND DON AMOS. OF COURSE, THEY KNOW MY ADDRESS AND VEHICLE AROUND
TOWN LIKE THE BACK OF THEIR HANDS. ALSO, A SET OF MY HOUSE KEYS ARE MISSING THAT JAMES GREENE HAD WHEN HE TOOK MY TRUCK AND, LATER, ENDED UP IN SPRINGFIELD, OHIO MENTAL HEALTH WITH DR. SMITH AND OTHERS I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT IN THIS BLOG.

THE POLICE, TO DATE, ARE NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THIS AND ACTUALLY ARE INSINUATING/IMPLYING THAT IT'S MY FAULT
AND RESPONSIBILITY. RECENTLY, I CONTRACTED TO SELL MY HOUSE HERE AND MOVE AWAY FROM TOWN TO A SMALLER PLACE OUTSIDE THIS AREA.  MY FAHR'S DISEASE HAS NOW PROGRESSED TO WHERE I AM QUITE WEAK. MY MENTAL FACULTIES, OTHER THAN ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION,
HAVE GONE INTO SOME KIND OF, AT LEAST TEMPORARY, REMISSION. THE FELONY CLUB, I'M SURE, WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY MOVING PREVENTED.
I'VE HAD MY LIFE AND WELL- BEING THREATENED SO MANY TIMES IN THE PAST 15 PLUS YEARS THAT I'VE LOST COUNT. THIS FOOLISHNESS ABOUT
MY STOLEN TRUCK IS JUST THE LATEST. AGAIN, THE FELONY CLUB AND THEIR LOCAL AND GOVERNMENT SUPPORTERS WILL HAVE TO OUT AND OUT
MURDER ME ANYMORE. I HAVEN'T TAKEN ANY OF THEIR MOOD-ALTERING PRESCRIPTION DRUGS ( GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT THEY WERE REALLY GIVING ME
TO MAKE ME SO MENTALLY SICK IN THE PAST) SINCE JANUARY 7, 2010 AND I WON'T EITHER. AGAIN, THEY'LL HAVE TO MURDER ME AND, OF COURSE,
THE WORLD WILL KNOW THE GROUP RESPONSIBLE. HOWEVER, I ALREADY HAVE ONE FOOT IN THE GRAVE WITH FAHR'S DISEASE - AND IT'S GETTING
MUCH WORSE. AN ASSISTED LIVING APARTMENT WILL BE IN ORDER FOR ME THE WAY
MY FAHR'S DISEASE IS PROGRESSING. I'M JUST QUITE PHYSICALLY WEAK NOW. I AM NOT GOING TO DRIVE ANYMORE EVEN,  IF BY SOME MIRACLE, I GET MY TRUCK BACK.
I DON'T WANT ANY WRECKS OR HURTING OTHER PEOPLE DUE TO MY FAILING HEALTH.

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO THINK THIS COULD NEVER HAPPEN TO A CITIZEN IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA - THINK AGAIN! I ONCE THOUGHT
THE SAME TOO. THE FUNNY THING IS - I STILL DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA WHY THIS WAS DONE TO ME. IT WAS LONG, LONG, LONG BEFORE I EVER
STOOD UP TO ANYONE AND A GOOD 15 - 20 YEARS BEFORE THE INTERNET.


NOTE: THIS IS BEING ADDED MARCH, 9, 2012.  AFTER CALLING THE SPRINGFIELD
POLICE 6 TIMES SINCE FEBRUARY 1, 2012, 2 E-MAILS, AND POSTING THE FACT MY
TRUCK WAS STOLEN ON THIS BLOG, THEY FINALLY CONCEDE THAT JAMES GREENE
STOLE IT. HOWEVER, THEY WON'T RAISE A FINGER TO FILE ANY CAR THEFT/UNAUTHORIZED USE OF A MOTOR VEHICLE CHARGES AGAINST HIM.  OF COURSE I CERTAINLY KNOW WHY. I SAY TO YOU TOO, " HAVE A NICE DAY!!!"